Against those fairytales

proposal

Yuma pov

I went to the restaurant, of which valentina asked me to come. I went there so I could cool myself from that heavy proposal.
The room was golden filled with shimmering lights and there was only table as if the whole room was prebooked.

I saw valentina sitting in her red dress. I approached her with a sweet smile.
We discussed lot of the things and I tried to insert my part but amid, she confronted something.

I couldn't infer anything from that discussion but only three words.
" I love you."

I stood up, in shook, I asked her to repeat her words and this time she felt serious. But when, I was shocked. I didn't remember any part like that.

" Yuma, I loved you since the childhood. You are mg favourite author."
" you know, there is a clear difference between loving someone as a person and as a partner."

" Yes and the since the day, I met you, my feelings only grew."

I sighed, "Valentina, I adore you as a friend but I have feelings for other."
Obviously my childhood best friend, my dearest pen pal and my viven.
Though she didn't accepted me but I could see no one beside me.

" You like someone else? Who? "
I was about to say her name but she interrupted.

" Think before acting, I am beautiful, I am rich. I adore you and loved you at the fullest. Do you really not want me?"

" Yes, I didn't.  And I never would. To me she is the prettiest."
I said in sharp tone, without any expression and this, hurt her fragile ego.

She threw the bottle, which soom turned into the pieces.
She asked me again," Do you really not want me?".
I didn't flinched a bit, without a second, i responded, " No".
In a clear singld world, I answered and was about to leave.

" You are saying this because you couldn't see people faces if you would,"
I interrupted.
" If I would, I would still see hearts, especially mine. And I know very well, what my heart yearned."

And then I left, without wasting a single minute here."

Valentina pov

He left, without letting me complete.
He didn't love me but I felt he did.
Why did my own heart lied or was he lying?
But why would he?
Why he wouldn't choose me?
Over a girl, over any bloody girl.

I cried and heart ached, asking me the same question repeatedly again and again.
If your beauty is so magnificent to make you go through hell then why it is not captivating enough to get me something I want.

Once in my life time, my beauty can be anything beside curse.

I heard a ringtone, it was viven.
I dried my tears but tears weren't stopping, no matter how hard I tried to hold back.
She was calling me again and again.

I finally answered.
She spoke, why are you not responding, how was your..."
She paused.
" What happened?" I asked.
" where are you? I am coming " 
I cut the phone,not knowing how should I respond.

But I send her my location somehow.
After a while, I got a text once again.
" I am waiting, come downstairs."

So quick.
I immediately rushed and saw her horning, signalling me to enter.

I tried to act cool as she was driving. She was noticing my each and every breath.
" What happened?" I asked in an annoying way.
" Got heartbroken?" She asked, twitching her eyebrow.
As if she was apologizingon behalf of him.

My eyes widened and felt as if she had read something on my face.
I tried to hid my forehead and replied, "No."

She was holding her smile and stopped somewhere near.
She handed me some tissue.
" You can cry, no one is watching."
I glared at her with my wide open mouth.

She then played some heartbroken songs on her phone.
They were piercing my heart.
I tried to stop but she revolted.

She then hid it somewhere, she leaned back on the car seat and relaxed, waiting for me to vomit all it together.
" Take your time." And she closed her eyes.

I was gathering the words and she was peeking me through her right eye. Humming with those songs.

" Ohk yes." And then I exploded , narrating every second of the incidentvand she kept on listening like a little girl.

" Am I not beautiful?" I asked her.
She wiped my tears slowly.
" You are so beautiful that I didn't even know you could snort."
I pushed her a bit and laughed a bit.

" He must be blind, my princess."
" But,"
She put a finger on my lips , " No if, no but."
" Focus on yourself, your life. These man can come and go away. Who cares?"

" But I loved her."
" you will eventually forget in a month or two."
" What if not,"
She looked at me and my vision turned all blured a bit.
She smiled.
" Then I am here and aizen too and you have so many fans with very voice. You have them too. Why don't you do a concert or something."

Maybe she is right, I can do this all again. I have already left my assasin career and now it is safe to revive my soul, my music.

I silently nodded.
She is right, i have life ahead of him and I am not bargaining my life for a pity boy.

I hugged her.
I will surely start my life once again.

Viven pov

She hugged me.
And my heart stopped.
As if I am lying something to myself.
Am I really with her?

To me, is he really just a man?
I am sorry crystal.
I am sorry yuma.
I am sorry viven.