Hi. If you've read this far, you probably know I'm pretty weird and it's probably the middle f the night when I'm writing. And it is *checks clock* 10:55 pm! I'm special.
I don't why I started this chapter. I've been very thoughtful for the last few hours and writing. I'm trying to drop some hints and foreshadowing into my stories. I also wrote a very sad... and violent scene while listening to sad music on my recommended playlist on Youtube D: I'm in a very odd mood as a result. I seem to always be in an odd mood when I write in this book. Huh.
So, updates...
Nothing much is special.
School is coming way too soon, obviously.
I'm playing on a Towny MC server when I was made staff for the town. I feel so mature :P But I've hardly seen anyone on in the last week or so, because apparently playing from about 9 am - 9 pm (with breaks and going afk for YT and writing, of course) is not the right time to meet with ANYONE. Like, no one is ever on in my town. It's getting kinda ridiculous actually.
Ooooh, did I write about my new headset? :D My old headphones were only working on one side because my brother broke them (when I loaned them to him because he broke his. Ugh.). But now I have this pretty cool USB headset with a microphone (for Skype with my bro when I'm too lazy to find him in the house!). It lights up and everything :P I got USB set because I only have one audio/recording jack on my computer that is too big for the one old headset we had around (mine is like 3.5 mm, I think). So we bought a headset on Amazon for like $20, on sale from the original price of like $75 I think. So it was a pretty good deal and I love them. I nearly had a heart attack when I could hear from both sides of my headphones! And they're so loud. I have my browser volume on the lowest setting, Youtube on half, and my computer on freaking 2 and it's still pretty loud. Most of the time I have to set Youtube to a fourth of it's max volume. The downside is that I have to unplug it when I want to sleep because of the lights and I can't use it with my phone. But that's what earbuds are fr, I guess.
I'm going to be getting a new phone case from Amazon too. It's a pretty cherry blossom style (it said spring flowers in the description, but it looked like cherry blossoms to me!). It was like $7 on sale with the original price being like $35 (extra durable, because I break everything).
Uh... our sump pump broke again. The water pressure is so high our hoses keep breaking. We might be getting a plumber out soon rather than DIY fixing. I woke up at 4 am this morning to heavy rain/lighting and shouting, so that was not fun. We had to spend two hours bailing water and running out into the rain to get rid of it until the sump pump was fixed enough to handle some of it.
Remember I said we were trying to sell out house? We've had a couple come by 3 times now (who are downsizing to a house with about 1950 square feet on both levels xD but they're coming from a house twice as big and expensive), so we have some hope, and the spent an hour here today (rather than like 10 - 30 min like most people). But if they don't buy the house, we aren't going to have any more open houses (only private house showings).
We've pretty much given up due to the close proximity of the school year. It makes me kinda sad, though, because I'm really dreading AP classes I'm expected to take (even though I'm pretty sure I have enough English credits since I took most of the electives, but I'm not sure about Math). *sigh* When we do move, I want a fresh start. We are planning on moving to the country with some land, and maybe horses (which I love!).
I have friends here, of course, but... I'm just not that close to anyone. My closest friend doesn't share a lot of my interests, is more talented than me, is prettier than me by far, and we only talk every few months. I'm just not that close to anyone. I've even lost connection to some of my old hobbies. I hardly ever read anymore, even though I have a stack of books. I don't draw or bake or watch all the same Youtubers or watch movies or play guitar (even though I'm really bad) or play clarinet (again, bad) or bike/hike or even write as much as I used to. I just stay inside, in my room, and write occasionally, play games, or surf the internet. Is that bad? That I'm losing the things I used to love? I still like doing these things... I'm just too tired of it all.
I'm sorry, I didn't mean to go to a depressing note. It's just how I've been feeling down lately, like I'm not longer myself. I don't know if I'm sick or what. I just... I don't know.
I'm going to end this now, before I get even deeper into the dark parts of my mind. Love ya all, you inspire me to keep following my dreams of writing <3
Here, have some cookies. *showers readers with cookies* If you get that reference to a particular comment chain on "New World", then I love you. Even if you didn't, I still love you, ya boodiful persons :D
