Yes, it's past midnight. I'm tired, but I can't sleep. I don't know why, but I didn't sleep last night either. However, my teacher's monotone voice almost put me to sleep during class :P
I think I have a problem (or many). My brain won't shut up. Stupid brain.
I've been working on some of my stories too. I don't even want to know what weired things I've put in there at this point. And now I'm writing this! Yep, logic! I'm gonna have to look at this stuff in the morning and I'm going to wonder what is wrong with me.
Why am I insane? I don't know. Ich habe keine anung. Great, now I'm speaking German. I hate german class (german 2 is all about grammer, ugh) and my teacher just seems to hate me. I've gone off on a weird topic again, haven't I? I need to shut up, but I can't.... maybe I'll just talk about random stuff. I'm mean, what's this for anyway? It has no real purpose and no one will read it anyway.
Okay, random stuff... Frozen! I loved that movie and have had the song "Let It Go" stuck in my head for weeks :) I really like the way that movie was portrayed, even though a few times it felt kind of rushed. For example, right before the son "Let It Go", Elsa is depressed in the mountains. SPOILERS! Not really... Anyway, she goes into song and suddenly decided that everything is good. I think they should have added a few regular lines where she realized that there wasn't anyone she could hurt when she was alone or something like that.
Moving on, my dog is lying next to me and keeps kicking me in her sleep o.o then she makes this groaning sound if I move her.
IRL stuff. I'm super stressed IRL because my cat ran away :( He got out on Friday and hasn't come back. I'm really worried. Last time he got out (a few years ago) he was bit by a wild animal and almost died from an infection. Does anyone have any coping tips? I'm scared :'( It's probably part of the reason why I can't sleep. When I do sleep, my horrible over-imaginative violent writer's brain makes nightmares :/
Other not-depressing stuff... I've been watching a whoe bunch of Youtube tonight :) SkyDoesMinecraft is awesome. I've mostly been watching his Game V Parkour videos. They're a lot of fun <3 I personally suck at parkour, and Minecraft in general, but I love the game. Maybe it's just cuz Sky plays it XD
Does anyone else hate public speaking? Yeah, I have a speech I have to do tommorrow. Well, techinically today, lol. I should probably do homework while I can't sleep, but that requires thinking and I'm too lazy.
That's all I got for now. I'm going to try to sleep one day, but probably won't succeed. Sweet dreams, people who can sleep! <3
For your information, yes, I am insane. I bet my grammer and spelling is horrible in this... Still posting! This is my writing in raw, crazy, late-night form!
