Impossible - May's variant

4th Chapter : Superficial

[A/N: I will summarize this chapter with the next one. otherwise it would be so short and it would be boring for you to read just 1 page huh? Even if I don't have many readers...]

When I came home, my mom was just sitting in front of the TV watching some of her stupid TV shows for woman in the Mid-Life Crisis. I knew whenever she's watching one of them, you can't talk to her or otherwise she'll start a pointless discussion about anything, so I decided to just get in my room. I slow went up the stairs trying to make no noise and then suddenly *CREAK* "Jenna?!" oh shit... Why I'm that clumsy?

"Yes Mom?" even I could hear the anxiety in my voice. I just hoped she wouldn't start talking to me. Too tired to give good arguements.

"Happily you're finally home! Come here I have a question!" she said kind of singing.

"What? No long conversation now I'm tired"

"Don't worry my dear. Just do you remember when you said "Happiness is the rarest thing I know in intelligent people?" she said really excited.

"Yeah... And what do you want to say with it now?"

"Just... Well, did you know it's a quote of Albert Einstein?"

"Oh my god mom of course I did! Do you think we have casual the ame thoughts?" sometimes her questions are the most stupid thing ever. I even wonder if were actually in the same family.

"Pff why you're so harsh to me? I just wanted to say that your random stupid quote is from Albert Einstein..." did she wanted to make me mad with this unnessacary "stupid"?

"Uhm nothing about it is stupid! That's just the fucking truth"

"If it would, I'd understand the meaning. You know, why should all intelligent people be sad? I'm not sad, but intelligent tho?"

"Well, then you're obviously not intelligent enough to know that life never gets better. It just get worse and that will never change. The only thing that changes are the people and if they change to good is another question..."

"aha." She stopped a moment. I think she needed to think about what I just said. "Wait, did you just call me stupid?"

"No..." Well, in case I did... But indirectly so...

"You did. You better go to your room now"

"But I didn't even-" she interuptted me before I just end my sentence "Go now."

Once you want to apologize! People are seriously so stupid!, I thought. That's why I push everyone away before they even get to know my birthday... Why did I even told May my story today? She's just so calming about everything. What wrong with her?!

Just after I let myself fall on my bed, my eyes closed like automatically and I fall asleep fastly. The best feeling in the world.

I wake up with the sunrays in my face, I love this feeling they give you and the light when you slowly open your eyes. It makes me feel just really realaxed. When I finally got my eyes open, my hand rushed to my phone checking for texts. Of course I had none, who would ever text me anyway? It were already 7:30 am, it were really late for me to get up because my school starts at 9:00 am and I need a lot of time to get ready and I hate to be in school 10 minutes before start.

So I just started moving my legs into the bath. The only thing I wondered about was that my mom didn't came and wake me up. Our whole house were really cried so I thought she were still sleeping. I just knocked on her bed room door and said "Mooom get up! It's already 7:30 am!". Indeed she didn't answered me, I didn't worried more. I literally didn't gave a fuck about anything or anyone. I felt it, this day would become a great day!

After I dressed up, brushed my teeth and all that stuff I went down in the kitchen. On the fridge sticked a yellow sticky note saying...

I had to go earlier to work than usual, I wanted to say you yesterday evening but scatterbrained as I am I forgot to tell you... Everything you need for breakfast is in the fridge and your bread for school is already in your bag

Love, Mom ♥

Oh my god mom!, I thought, I don't even know the way to school excactly... Man she's actually scatterbrained! Well, I'll just call May. She lives just 2 streets away as she told me yesterday at lunch.

I know, I act like my mom permanently bothers me, but I love her. Really. I know, I wouldn't believe it either. But it's like a sibling love. We permanently argue but in the end we love each other.

After I finished my "breackfast" what was more a bread without anything, I called May.

"Jenna?" she decreased a bit confused "Why do you call me?"

"Well, morning at first. My mom forgot to tell me she had to go earlier as usual to work today and I don't know the way yet... So because you go to school anyway I thought you could pick me up?"

"Ya sure... In wich number you live again?"

"4."

"Okay, I'll be there in about 10 minutes, see you."

10 fucking minutes?! Is she mad? It's just 8:00 am! Okay, I like to go early to school but not that early! But okay, so we can go find our classes.

10 minutes later

1 minute too late, I thought, I bet she forgot me and I can stay home... Well I beg! Right after I just ended my thoughts, I heard the door and May's voice "Jeeeeennaaaa I'm here to pick you uuhuup!"

"Morning... Do you even realize you're almost singing?" I hope she didn't noticed her singing confused me. I don't know if it would hurt her or maybe even make her insecure about these attacks she sometimes has...

"Of course! I'm just happy, so happy, so happy, happy happy!" she said while hopping up and down. I excactly knew she wanted me to ask why so I just wrest from a little "and why?" I tried to make it sound as perplexed as possible.

"Today, is Tuesday. And on Tuesday I have my History class!" she said very excited and hold her timetable right in front of my nose.

I couldn't hide a little giggle. "And why you're happy because of history? I personally hate history!"

"Ugh Jenna! Can't you be a bit smarter? I thought your little pretty head is clever?" I just looked down wondering over the fact she indirectly called my head pretty. No one ever said something like this before and I didn't thought it either...

"I seriously don't understand..."

"Well let's see... This is history class isn't not like every other normal & boring history class! It's the History class! The History Class were I will grab my chair next to Chris." she literally sang this name.

"And what's so good about that?"

She just looked confused at me like 'Why the fuck you ask that?' It was obviously that May really liked him. We "talked" to him yesterday while lunch and to me, she just another selfish and superficial asshole who thinks he's cool because a lot of girls likes him. Just so ordinary, nothing special about him...

"oh my god. Did you really just asked that?" she looked at me like I just ate the cheese from "A diary of a Wimpy Kid" like Rowley... "You heard right?"

"Jenna!" she grabbed my arm before I could go onto our school yard were all the other little cunts were already waiting "Listen, if you think he's an asshole and tell me, it's okay. But don't say it ever directly in school. It would ruin everything I swear! He's the king on this school, he already was in the elemantary school."

"Okay, okay..." I said kinda annoyed of this superficial high school bullshit she just said "I won't say it directly. But I won't be nice to him either! I just hope I don't have to sit next to him in English class"

"Well, just remeber. That's rule number one: Never ever ever insult the king of the school in any way!"

She just went away like I wouldn't even excist. Oviously, she really liked him. A lot! What really bothered me by the way. I mean, he's such an asshole! Pff, I don't care. She will understand soon enough!, I thought and went in the school after her.

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