Impossible - May's variant

7th Chapter : May's best friend

May's POV

'How can she do this to me?' I thought. "How could he?" I whispered and looked out of my window. My 4-years-old brother was playing, alone. I don't know how he got outside, but what could happen? The weather was perfect and in reality too warm to stay in my room wich is on the sun side. It always gets hotter than it is outside because of my huge windows. Some biologically shit no one needs. My room was actually big and my windows are kind of a door to my own balcony. I really love it, a lot. I grapped my hammock and went on my balcony to calm down.

'I've seen them, it sadly wasn't a dream.' I couldn't stop thinking about it. About how I've seen Jenna and Chris walking. He oviously liked her, the way he looked at her but she hates him. So why they're meeting? Did she lied to me? 'That isn't fair!' I thought while I built up my hammock. It was one of these entrained ones, but I never really take it anywhere. I just bring it inside in winter and autumn, I mean I don't even need it then.

I lied down and started looking at the sky, thinking. There were no clouds, so it were kind of boring but I had to look at it anyway. I couldn't stop thinking about the fact that Chris is it Jenna's house. What are they doing if she doesn't even answer my call? Maybe she wanted revenge because I told him she has a boyfriend even though she hasn't.

Not even Macy, my best friend answered my call. I know her since the kindergarden. We lived door to door, but unfortunately she moved to Swords wich is another district of Dublin. I live here Malahide since I'm 5 and I can't even remember living anywhere else. I sometimes miss the times we lived next door, but I mean I still see her everyday in school. Although we don't see each other as much as we could because we sadly don't have the same classes. I know why she didn't answered me, it was wednesday and she has her dance class. She's a really good dancer and I admire her for it. However, I'm a bad dancer. Whenever I even try I look like a stoned idiot so I better don't do it.

Grumble of engines tore me from my thoughts. It was my father coming home from his buisness trip after 3 weeks. He's a broker, but mostly works in the southern countries like spain. He's the one most of our money comes from. I don't want to say we're rich, but lets say we live very comfortable. It isn't something special for me to see him coming home, so I just shouted "Hi dad!". He didn't answered what was a bit strange to me, so I actually flounced to the railings. "Da?-AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH" I shouted. He squirt with a water gun at me. "What the fuck?"

"haha sorry my dear! I planned to do this in case you'd act like usually when I come home" he said, "Well, where's your brother?"

"In the garden. Don't ask me how he got out, he already was when I got home. Mum probably let him out" I said going back to my hammock to try to call Macy again.

She needed time to answer, as usual. She hated talking on phone because it's "unpersonal" but answered everytime I called her anyway "Heya baby sup?" she said with her high but calming voice. 

"Can you come over? Or..."

"Sure I can!", she interupted me "Everytime, you know this. But what's going on you sound sad..."

"I'll tell you if you're here. We have Oreo ice cream too by the way..." I said for safety's sake. I know she'd come if we have anything related to oreo. It's crazy how much she loved it.

"I'll be there in 10 minutes!" she answered and hang up. She knew me better then anyone else, she even hears if I'm sad in my voice even if I speak in a normal tone (to me). I don't know how she knows it, but somehow she does. Although she can be very ignorant and selfish, she has a big heart with place for (almost) everything and anyone. When my hamster 'voldemord' died, she came over and cried with me together, although she has 5 scars because of him. And his name was 'voldemord' because I always loved Harry Potter. She gave me a new hamster to my birthday, I named him 'dumbledore'.

I sprinted down the stairs before my father could open it, he never liked her because she's crazy. I don't know what's wrong with being a bit weird and crazy, but oh well... "Wait, I'll hollow the ice cream, cookies and Arizona!" I said before she even got to say hello. "Come with me on the balcony, quickly!"

Happily, it was windy so my father wouldn't hear us if we talked in the balcony. I gave Macy the cookies and stuff and increase the hammock (yes, it is possible.) and we sat down of it. "So, why should I come now? What's going on?" she said with this spark of caring in her eyes.

"Well, you know that I like Chris since I don't know forever!" she rolled her eyes. Of course she knew, I used to talk to her about Chris and just about him. "Sorry, but it's important!" I explained.

"What did he do this time? What did he said this time?" she asked taking a huge bite of ice cream. She expected me to answer 'he called me blah and blah', 'he did this and that'... Everything but; "It's more about him and Jenna, you know, the girl I told you about."

She almost swallow by hearing me and saying "What about her? You mean this pretty girl you ate lunch today, huh?"

"Yes, what you have to know, we had a little fight at lunch because I didn't wanted to eat my hotdog..." - "Jenna!" Macy was the only one who knew, I'm not fully over my anorexia. I'm mostly stable but one wrong word and I get afraid to eat. "I know, I know. That's why I ordered Pizza after I got home. You know, the calories I have to eat a day."

Macy got clairaudient by my words. I didn't made it easier to me to speak about what happened. I hated when she raises her eyebrow! "Well, I wanted to say sorry to her after school because I also got a bit rude from my point of view but I didn't wanted to."

"Come to the point, May!" she rushed me a bit eating a bigger bite of the ice cream

"When I got outside, I saw her going with Chris. I-I mean, maybe..." - "Maybe he just doesn't care about you anymore!" she said with anger in her voice

"But Macy, you don't want to tell me you've never been in love. What about James, huh?" I taunted her a bit. I knew James was the worst she ever fell for, and she knew it too.

"This is not about this, it's about you know. Why do you think they met? Do you think they're a couple?" she asked this time a bit more calming again.

"I don't know, I just know that he likes her and she hates her. I mean I can udnerstand him, she's cute and pretty and me? I'm still the depressed and anorexic kid here..."

"May, listen. You're beautiful okay?" she said and hugged me "If he doesn't like you, he's a dumbass. You're everything a guy could wish for so stop thinking she is better in anyway. Okay, maybe you are the depressed and anorexic kid, but I think this is what makes you intresting. Look, everybody who just sees your house, your room, the way you life with your parents, would think your life is perfect. You're not like other people who get everything they want and are happy and have this perfect life. Although you could have everything you want, you get everything you want but not what you need and that is what makes your personality and chracter perfect. Okay?"

"I love you"

"I love you too baby" she said and released me.

Sorry that I've just wrote 2 pages. I've been lazy and to be honest I don't have any good ideas. Anyway, give me sugestions if you have! And yeah, this chapter is related to Icecreamcakke because were friends and she wanted an own character. So now, she has  ♥

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