Reactive Love

Confession

The weather was stormy once again. He could foretell that it's about to rain in any minute. Kwang Soo quickly take in those dry clothes that he had hung it in the balcony previously.

Kwang Soo who was now spending his quality time by guzzling the can beers in the dining room. Feeling tired of drinking alone, he grabbed a packet of groundnuts from the cabinet and started to play with it.

Tossing the groundnuts up in the air and captured it with his mouth. Most of the groundnuts fell on the ground instead of being catch in his mouth.

While he was busy playing with the food, there was a loud knock at the door entrance. He then slowly approach to the door.

"Nuguya??" He shout loudly while munching the groundnuts. With high curiosity in him, wondering who was the one knocking the door.

He opened and it's Ji Hyo, who nearly stumble in front of him. Thankfully he holded her just in time into his arm to support her. He could smell the heavy alcohol scent which trapped in her.

"Noona.. you drink again?? Why didn't you all me earlier to accompany you?"

Her vision was blur, but still her sight caught clearly on the can beers on the dining table. She pointed at it and smiled.

"Ani.. your drinking?? Lets share it then."

She walked unsteadily to the dining room to the beer cans on the table. She sat on the chair before grabbing one of it and drank it greedily.

"Noona!! That is my portion.. YA!!"

Kwang Soo take his seat beside her and watch her gulp the drink greedily. Feeling satisfied with the alcohol that she tasted in her mouth, she made an aeygo look. She patted on his back and started to speak informally with him.

"Ya... Lee Kwang Soo. Do you know how your Ace get here??"

"What? Noona walked all the way to here?" Kwang Soo knew that she's mumbling too much since shes was too intoxicated. Her face as in total red for drinking heavily.

She giggled and shook her head. She didn't speak up but only show the posture as if she was holding the steering while drives on the street.

"NOONA!!! You drive?! How on earth did you drive although you are this drunk??!"

He couldn't believe that she came to his house by her car. Wondering how did she drive drunkly. She's really an Ace ever since she has the master's mind in variety show. Ji Hyo looked around and start to scolded him for the messy house.

As a punishment that he did not have a good hygiene in his house, she pulled his ear hardly which causes him to yell in pain. She was unsatisfied with the messy surrounding. Pointing at those groundnut shells were laid on the ground

"YA- KWANG SOO!!! Why your house??? Why can't you keep your house clean just like me?? You and Kang Gary are just the same!!! FILTHY MEN!! WOMEN ARE NOT MEANT TO CLEAN THE HOUSE AFTER GUYS MADE THE MESS!!"

"Noona.. Seriously you are drunk. Let me just get you into the room now." He wanted to lead her to the room, giving her a good rest before the sunrise.

A loud thunder was clearly heard from the outside, she screamed while closed her both ears. Watching Ji Hyo who screamed like a little mouse due to the thunder striking makes him curious. He wondered how can the Ace was afraid of the thunder.

It then slowly rain heavily till attracted Kwang Soo so much. He forgotten that Ji Hyo was in his house at this hour. She slapped him for no reason before she collapse herself into a deep sleep.

"YA!!! Noona!! What was that for? Extreme bruise??!" His palm was on his cheek area where he received a sudden slap. "Noona???"

He started to shake her shoulder hard to wake her up. After getting no respond with that, he carried her in his arms and walk into his room.

Mumbling in her sleep, she asked him. "Yah-Kwang Soo ah... Why.... Why you always smile when it rain??"

"Noona.. Seriously are you drunk or your just pretending for now?? To tell you the truth, rain actually reminds me of someone. Ji-Hoon hyung (Rain)."

"Bi?? Rain?? Owh..That handsome man? Noona too like rain because of him..."

"Yeah right..."

"Now don't lie to noona. I can sensed you are lying to me.... I-I pull your hair if you are not telling the truth" Her hand tried to reach his hair, but he managed to avoid it from being pulled.

"Arassso, noona. I will tell you later when I put you on bed in a proper way. But don't move too much." He was wondering how Ji Hyo could put on weight so much at a short period. He's afraid that he might collapse and dropped her on the ground hard.

"Noona is getting heavier day by day. What did you had for meal just now? A pile of rocks???" He joked out. He couldn't bare to carry her anymore due to her weight.

Kwang Soo put her on bed hardly and started to pant for some fresh air. He began to sweat although he just had taken a few steps from the dining room. He watched her who was sleeping soundly in his room.

He had a guest room in his house, still he rather to had her to take over his room to roam on while he take over the guest room.

Knowing that she's afraid of the thunder, he gets a giraffe plushie that he received from his fan and placed it on the bed. He sat beside her before stroking back her hair behind her ears. Noticing a small tattoo behind it. A beautiful Christian cross that was well hidden all these while.

"Noona... Rain actually reminds me of someone else in my life. Not Yuri, but someone whom I appreciate a lot. I uhm.. I had no idea how to explain... but I will only tell you in a simple way. It started few years back, where it was my first met with her."

He paused for a long moment, thinking that Ji Hyo would just mumbled something. Since she just remained silent on bed, he started to tell out the reason. Feeling ignored, yet he continue with his story.

"It's someone who I always called noona instead of her name. I'm afraid she doesn't like it when I called her name informally all the time. I admit that I had that feeling since we both knew each other. I wanted to tell her about my feelings back then but she was in a relationship before I get the chance to speak up. I wouldn't want to ruin both of them that I just kept it in my heart. That's the reason why I go for Yuri. Thinking that I could replace that person with Yuri. But--"

He paused again as Ji Hyo started to pushed away the covers from her. But he just remained still till she stopped moving. He pulled the cover closer to her and continue with his story.

"But... It doesn't felt like love when I was with Yuri. She has that character that I admire, which she always acted cool from the outside but weak from the inside. Rain makes me think that she's always by my side when I'm feeling insecure in my life. She's a good listener and a good advisor as well. It helped her swipe away her makeup and only reveal her true beauty in her, which she only apply light makeup everyday. I always felt jealous of her since she have the true beauty in her all the while. That's my story about rain in my life. I'm happy that noona was listening to my story, although you are sort of drunk at this hour. Good night and sweet dreams."

He walked out silently and left the door shut behind him. He needed to get to the living room and cleaned up the mess before he get to bed.

As she heard the door being shut, she opened up her sleepy eyes. She slowly sat on the bed and hugged the plushie toy that he placed beside her. She heard every single of his words about that person. Every single detail that he mentioned are referring to her. She looked at the plushie with her sad eyes.

"I might have made the wrong decision for it. Kwang Soo.... I'm sorry for hurting you so much. Please forgive me."