Will it Bea?

Celebrating life

A day later Nick came home and we had a little gathering with family and a few of Nick's friends (including Will) and it was really fun! Nick requested that we order like 10 pizzas and so we had a lot of pizza left over (which is good for me). We played games and talked for a while and reconnected after a hard couple weeks.

Will got a call from Ryan's mom. She was crying and he got really worried so I asked him what was wrong and he shrugged. He told me later that she said that he wasn't doing to good and the doctor's think that he might not make it again.

Will went into my room and talked to Ryan's mom for a while. He was in there for a good half an hour and everyone started to get worried about Ryan and if he was okay.

Will came out of my room and told me everything. It was really hard for him to get out the words without crying. We had to cut the party short because we decided to go to the hospital and wait for more news.

We all went to the hospital and took up like half of the waiting room. None of us got to see Ryan but his mom cane out and talked to us. Then we're walking him into surgery to see if there was something they missed the first time.

We all went home with no answers and lots of fear.

Ryan died 2 days layer in the hospital. I was prepared for the news but I was not prepared for how it would make me feel. I felt miserable for a long time. Ryan was so amazing. He always knew what to say and he was always laughing.

I would miss him and so would Will. Will and the guys were devastated and none of them knew what to do without Ryan. My brother had locked himself in his room and wouldn't come out. Not even to eat leftover pizza.

Will called me not much longer after he got the news. You could tell that he had been crying.
"Hey Bea. Did you hear?" He sniffed.
"Yup I heard."
"It sucks."
"Yeah it does. I'll come over and try to cheer you up."
"No that's ok."
"Will I want to. I need someone too."
"Okay. We are up in his room."
"I'm coming."
"See ya."