Will it Bea?

I hate hospitals

I called Becka and explained everything and that Will might be hurt. The only thing she said was that she would be right there.
I think I was just in shock the whole way there. Neither one of us turned on the radio or said a word. I kept thinking that Will might be hurt and that Ryan might not make it. My phone buzzed and I didn't have the courage to look at the text. I knew it was my mom saying who it was. I wanted to figure out for myself.
It took us a good hour to get to the cities where the hospital was. I can't believe Becka even remembered how to get there because I had no idea where we were even though I had driven to the cities a billion times.
We got out of the car and got into the elevator. There were two other girls our age in there too. I hated sharing an elevator because it was really awkward and quiet. Nobody wants to say anything because everyone else is so close to the and they can hear everything that you say. I have always hated riding in elevators with other people. Its like a pet peeve for me.
We got to the front desk. You could tell that there were a lot of people in that hospital. People were all over the place. Almost all of the waiting room chairs were full and there was people standing, talking to their families, talking on the phone, and crying.
Another one of my pet peeves was crying. I hated crying in front of people. I also hated seeing other people cry. In 5th grade I guess I was depressed and I would cry every morning before school because I didn't want to go. My dad would drag me into school and I would still be crying. Once I sat down in my seat I was fine. Sometimes I would just cry in the middle of class for no reason. I now hate crying in front of people because it makes me feel vulnerable and makes the people around me not want to come near me in the fear that they might make it worse.
The lady at the front desk told us where they were in the hospital. We went straight there. I saw my mom and dad sitting in the corner. My mom on her phone and my dad reading a magazine. All of the guys were by the hallway. I didn't see Will.