the stage is ours l.h.

1.7

song for this: My House, Pvris

song quote: never thought that i would feel like this

"good show guys!" Josh congratulated, he recently has been off doing stuff for himself. he had drove to New York to continue his education at Julliard, he worked incredibly hard to get in and we respected his decision. he plays almost every basic instrument and was working hard to become a professional musician, we tried recruiting him to add to our sound but he politely declined to find work for himself. Luckily, the students were currently off for Thanksgiving break.

"ah! i missed you!" i cheered, running over to him and jumping on him into a hug.

"gross, you're all so sweaty," he chuckled, setting me down. out of the corner of my eye i saw a figure in dark clothes, i couldn't see them clearly, they were masked by the shadows. i shrugged it off as some one from the stage crew.

"how's school, bro?" Cas wondered.

"it's stressful as hell, but i'm having a lot of fun. i met a great group of people that are trying to do what i am and we are slowly helping each other out. telling everyone where the best place to promote your talents and interning at various music companies," he spoke with a glimmer in his eyes and joy in his voice. the last time i saw him like this was when we were going into high school, he was so excited to meet new people and work hard.

"wow," Mel laughed,"we're so proud of you. are you going back home for the holiday?"

"yeah, i'll wish your parents the best from you guys," he offered, we started walking back to our tour bus, greeting the many fans outside the door.

as we entered the bus, we were met with the four boys and two girls who looked like groupies. they were all over Ashton and Luke. my eyes met with Luke, i saw regret in his expression but i kept mine cool and controlled, even with my mind screaming and my stomach flipping.

he pushed her off at the sight of me, but i acted like i wasn't paying attention to any of them. 'fine' i thought, 'be like that. i can play just as hard.' i reached for Josh's hand and led him to the back room.

"you need to tell me all about the internships and classes," i said, smiling. i felt eyes on my back as we walked, but i didn't care.

"oh my gosh! ok so..." he started, he was talking very quickly but i was just nodding my head, picking up a few bits of what he was saying and asking about it, trying to act as though i was paying perfect attention. but all of my attention was towards Luke and the girl who was kissing up and down his neck, i didn't know what this feeling was in my heart and that made me so confused and angry.

"oh and girl, there was this guy there that is perfect, he is literally so nice and funny. he has a few tattoos, and he sings like an angel, i asked if he knew of you guys and he said he was a big fan," he expressed, i responded with an eyebrow lift in confusion. we have never really talked about relationship stuff like this, but out of the corner of my eye i saw the lanky SOB that i was just thinking about.

"really? well i would love to meet him," i laughed.

"well good, because i invited him to one of the shows, his home town is right where you're playing in Texas tomorrow!" he said, he was shaking my shoulders furiously.

"oh San Antonio boy, huh?"

"oh yeah," he nodded.

"cute," i smiled, i saw the lanky boy stomp away, a sly smirk tickled the edges of my mouth.

my phone buzzed, getting a notification from an unknown number.

Unknown:

jealousy can kill