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Chapter 13: Ruined.

*COLLEEN'S POV*

"Colleen, Your sister hurt your uterus very badly and killed your baby.... You are now infertile." She said with no emotion on her face. She must be used to giving devastating news to people.

I don't know what to do now.
Josh and I were meant to live a happy and normal life, have beautiful kids and continue YouTube. Now our Plan A is ruined and we don't have a plan B. I need Josh. Why can't he be here when I need him.
Lilly is sitting with me and she looks at me in the eyes, with a tear rolling down her cheek.
RUINED. I'm ruined and That's all I am. Just a ruined mess.
I don't even need to live because the old me is already dead. This new me is hated by everyone including myself.
I love Rachel even if she made me infertile. She is my sister and has helped me through a lot.
I'm not mad at her. I don't even care anymore about living.
Lilly has to force me to eat because I've become as thin as a twig. I'm pale, bony, and I look like I just woke up pretty much ALL OF THE TIME. I've started to self harm myself. It's the only thing keeping me sane. It's how I deal with it.
I miss Josh and I need someone.
I've got Lilly but I need more people to help me.
"No one will help you idiot you're on you own" Lilly says.
Tears are streaming down my cheeks.
"COLLEEN?" She yells.
I look into her eyes.
"Colleen, I said I will help you through this. Please don't do anything stupid." She says and forces a smile.
I just cry even more and then I stop. There are no tears left in my system to cry out because that's how much I've been crying for the past few hours.
Rachel is silent and she has stayed that way for a few hours now.
Anna knows the whole story so after the nurse leaves she comes to me and comforts me.
"If you ever need me, come to my house anytime." She said smiling.
"I will!"
Brittany was discharged just then.
"Mrs Colleen Evans you may now be discharged." The friendly nurse said.
"Thank you so much!" I said, genuinely meaning it.
He smiled.
As I stepped outside the hospital and saw Josh standing against the garden holding a rose!

(PLAY THE SONG RE UNITED OR YOU AND I - cover by Michael Bublè now. If you want the feels)

I felt tears streaming down my face.
And I saw Josh's teary eyes and smiled up at him.
He grabbed my waist and kissed me gently but passionately.
I felt someone tap on my back. I spinned around with the hugest grin on my face.
It was Anna and she was smiling from ear to ear.
"I told you, you were cuter!" She squealed. She was beaming.
I hugged her and introduced her to Josh.
"Glad to meet you." Josh says, shaking her hand firmly.
"Anna!" A young boy screamed out.
Her face changed from happy to angry.
"Skylar, leave me alone." She said in a frustrated tone.
"No, please Anna!" Skylar begged.
"Uh... Who are you?" I asked.
"I'm Skylar Astin. And you?" (OMG SKYLAR IS DATING ANNA CAMP GRVDGCDFFDCCFTFVVFHBJUNKMUU)
"Colleen Evans." I say without looking up at him.
"COLLEEN? It's you! IT'S REALLY YOU." He grinned excitedly.
"What's happening Colleen? Who is this?" Josh asks.
"HOLA AMIGOOOOS!" Kory yelled.
WHERE ARE ALL THESE PEOPLE COMING FROM?!
"Anyway, Skylar is my Ex from UNI." I said bluntly.
Anna came over to me.
"I may need to stay with you." She whispered in my ear shakily.
"Colleen, come with me!" Skylar insisted.
"I'm married, go away Skylar." He snarled and ran off yelling, "THIS IS NOT OVER ANNA KENDRICK AND COLLEEN EVANS, I'M COMING BACK FOR YOU AND J-DEV IS GOING TO RUIN YOUR LIFE."

I hugged Anna tight. We were both really scared.

"It'll be OK, girls." Josh reassures us.

"You always say that, Josh. When will it not be OK? How do you know for sure that it's gonna be ok now? We have 2 crazy men after us and I'm infertile, I'm useless and a disappointment! When will it all be OK? Josh! TELL ME! When will this crazy stuff stop happening to us and I don't know-" I don't continue.

Anna looks at me, shocked.

"Colleen I think you need to calm down."Josh says calmly.

He's right. But right now, I can't.

I walk to the car park and get in the car. As I start the engine I hear that something big is in my trunk. I open it to see Rachel.

How stupid of me. How did I not notice she wasn't with us?

Here we go again. It's all my fault AGAIN.

For all I know she could of died in there.

"Rachel?" I ask, turning her body over.

I see her head covered in blood.

Her shoulder has an open wound and her nose is bleeding heavily.

I squint my eyes down hard as I feel someone grip onto my arm from behind me.

"Colleen, Oh My God you scared us and-" Josh froze when he saw me sobbing on Rachel's lifeless body.

He immediately called the rest over and we all waited for the ambulance.

PLEASE let my sister be OK!

We drive behind the ambulance and we all wait in the waiting room.

I'm taking this the hardest, mainly because I think that this wouldn''t of happened if I noticed Rachel was missing.
The doctor came out. I jumped up.
"Rachel is OK, but..."

Authors note:
I'M SO SORRY FOR TAKING FOREVER TO UPDATEEEEEEE I HAVE A HORRIBLE CHAPTER BECAUSE I HAVE WRITERS BLOCK I'M SORRY!