Chapter 7 ~ We Stitch These Wounds
-Four Days Later-
“I miss you, babe.”, Andy says on the phone.
“I miss you too Andy. More than everything.”, I answer him a tear rolls down my cheek. He seems to notice what is happening without seeing me. He´s far away now, he´s on tour with his band. I´ve to wait about two weeks to see him again.
“Nina, please don´t cry. In two weeks we can be together again. It´s hard for me too.”, he tries to calm me down. I´m laying on the couch in Chan´s apartment. She takes care of me while Andy is on tour. It´s to be with a person, who loves you.
“It feels good to hear your voice.”, I say and blush. Any giggles and it´s like he would be with me right now.
“Same here. But I´ve to go now. I´ll call you later.”, he tells me after a while.
“Okay, then talk to you later.”, I answer and look at the wall with the Black Veil Brides poster on it. Then we say goodbye to each other and hang off the call.
I´m here at Chan´s house since three days. After the band left I packed all my things from home and moved to Chan.
What happened the last days?
I stayed with Andy and enjoyed every moment with him. One night we cuddled in the hotelroom and we looked into our eyes.
“Nina, there´s a thing I´ve to tell you.”, he said. I nodded and waited for he wanted to say.
“When I saw you for the first time, I had the feeling that I really like you. And now I realized that I love you.”, his eyes were shining, they were so blue like the ocean. I didn´t say anything. I just kissed him passionately. I was the wonderfullest moment in my whole life. After it I fell asleep in his arms and felt happy. And the he had to leave me for two weeks.
“Nina? I finished with cooking, do you come to eat?”, Chan suddenly asks and brings me back to reality. I nod and go to eat with Chan.
“What did Andy say?”, Chan asks curiously with a smile on her face.
“Nothing special.”, I sigh and continue with eating. After lunch we wash the dishes and I just feel upset all the time.
“Hey Nina, what´s wrong?”, Chan sounds worried. I sigh and look at her.
“I just miss him. I´m disappointed by myself because of the situation what happened s few days ago with my family.”, I tell her, while a tear is rolling down my face. Chan comes and hugs me tightly.
“I miss Ashley too, but you know that they´re back soon.”, she tries to cheer me up a bit. She´s right. I nod and go back to the living room, grab my phone and look messages I had written with Andy the last days. It makes me feel better because I´ve the feeling when I´m reading the text that Andy is sitting in front of me and say these words. Sometimes I really like my imaginations. But I really would feel better if Andy could be with me right now, or me with him.
My phone vibrates for a short moment and I see that my boyfriend, who is about six years older than me, texted me. I´ve to smile as I see his name on the display.
“What are you doing? I miss you so much
“Just sitting there and thinking of you. I miss you too Andy. <3”
I look out of the window and realize that the vocalist of the Black Veil Brides texted me back.
“Please don´t be sad Nina. I´ll be there with you soon and then the world will be ours.”, he had written. Now I´m looking for a song on my phone an I just find “Rebel Love Song” by my favorite band.
“Never gonna change my mind
We can leave it all behind
Nothing´s gonna stop us
No, not this time
So take your hand in mine
It´s ours tonight
This is a Rebel Love Song
Hearts will sacrifice
It´s do or die
This is a Rebel Love Song”
Chan and Andy, both are right. The only thing I´ve to do is to wait. Andy will be here with me soon and I just can spend my time only with him.
I never thought that Andrew Dennis Biersack would be my boyfriend one day. I can say that I´m lucky. Chan can say it too because she has Ashley Purdy. I think I never saw her so happy like now.
And I can be happy too. Andy is like the light in my dark life. He always gave me hope when I felt lost.
I look on the display on my phone where a picture from me and him. I love his face, his eyes, his smile, his hair, his body, his character. Everything on him. I layed back on the sofa and just look at the picture with a little grin on my face.
“Nina? Do you want to do something special right now?”, Chan asks and I look at her.
“Huh?”, I just ask confused.
“Do you want to play Wii with me?”
I sit up and nod with a big smile on my face.
Then we both stand up and play Wii and have a lot of fun this afternoon.
