Destiny | JiLix

In the hospital

"Oh... you... uhm... Han Jisung?"

Anxious, Jisung sat up and reached for Chan's hand. "Yes?"

"How do they feel? The police is there and would like to talk to you. Only if you feel able to do so of course."

"Oh... I... I don't mind talking to the police."

The doctor nodded. After measuring Jisung's blood pressure and temperature, he looked at him thoughtfully for a moment. "Would you like something to calm down for the conversation?"

But Jisung just shook his head. "May my friend be present at the conversation?" he asked quietly.

"You'll have to discuss this with the police," the doctor turned to leave with an apologetic smile, but then stopped again. "The young man who was admitted with you is awake and asked for you."

Faster than Chan had thought possible, Jisung jumped out of bed. "Can I go to him? Right now?"

"Sure. But maybe you want to change into something else first."

Dismayed, Jisung looked down at himself and realized that he was in a hospital nightgown. "Where are my clothes?"

"I put them in the closet when you were still unconscious," Chan said quietly and also stood up.

The doctor waited patiently for Jisung to change and then took him and Chan to Felix's room.

"But only one at the time. He's still pretty weak and shouldn't get upset."

Saddened, Jisung looked at Chan. The older one had known Felix for much longer and somehow Jisung felt like Chan deserved much more to see Felix immediately.

But Chan just smiled at him, opened the door and pushed Jisung into the room.

Felix looked unnaturally pale. He was lying in bed with his eyes closed and seemed to be asleep. But when Jisung stepped closer, he opened his eyes and looked at him dully.

"Hey baby," he murmured, extending his hand.

Nervously, Jisung walked closer to the bed and his hands trembled as he grabbed Felix's. "I'm so sorry!" he whispered and again the damn tears ran down his face.

"Come here!"

Somewhat laboriously, Felix slipped to the side and made some space for Jisung.

"Do you want to? The doctor said you need rest." The doubt and guilt still raged too much in him that he wasn't convinced that Felix really wanted to cuddle with him.

"Of course! We just had the worst day of our lives and I really would like to take you in my arms!"

Without hesitating for another second, Jisung carefully climbed into bed and snuggled up to Felix. "I'm so sorry for everything," he whispered. Tears ran down his face, even though he didn't want that at all.

Felix gently wiped them away before pulling Jisung closer. "Baby, stop it! None of what happened was your fault! After all, you didn't want to be kidnapped by your father..."

With a mixture of sighs and giggles, Jisung pushed himself up to be able to look at Felix better. "I love you my angel!"

Even before Felix could answer, Jisung leaned over to him and kissed him. Gently and carefully, because he didn't want to hurt Felix.

"I love you too," Felix mumbled.

They shared another very tender, sweet kiss before Jisung snuggled up to him again and Felix closed his eyes.

Snuggled up to each other, they lay there. There was a lot they wanted to talk about, but now at the moment it was only important that they were together. That they could hold on to each other and feel each other's closeness.