There will always be good that comes out of the bad. I know that now. There will also always be bad that comes with the good, we just need to learn to accept it.
Sometimes I wonder why my path led me to you because all that came out of all of this was heartbreak and pain. Hypocrisy is the only thing that could escape that beautiful mouth of yours. Why couldn't you have just stayed away when you left me the first time? You didn't bring any good, none.
Now I finally see that you are the bad that came with the good, because now I have so much good, and I am so grateful for you. Without you, without the pain and ache you caused, I would have never, and I mean never have gotten close to this wonderful human being who cares about me. This person accepts me for who I am. This person does not argue, this person laughs with me, not at me, this person understands what I've been through, what I'm going through, and where I'm going. This person is S.
So, thank you, you asshole, for teaching me to never fall in love with someone like you ever again. Thank you for making me cry and beg for help on the Internet. And, lastly, thank you for allowing me to make a great new friend.
S, S is for Sincerely Sublime.
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Hazy Nights
Fiksi RemajaSpring had lost everything she had ever worked for. These are her daily entries from her journal that she had begun writing inside of in early January of 2015 - September 2015.