Drowned

Chapter 4

It's been a couple days and Ben hasn't shown up. I have to admit i'm kinda upset over it. I shouldn't be but... I can't help it. I got a call from an old friend and he wants to go out somewhere. I agreed and we met up at the bus stop.

Lucas smiled as I got into his car "You look beautiful Blair" I blushed slightly "Thank you" He smiled and started driving "Where are you taking me?" I smiled. He chuckled "You'll see.."

After a while we drove up to a park. Not just any park. It was the one that I hung out with BEN at. I looked at him "What are we doing here?" He smiled "I thought we could have a picnic by the lake" I smiled slightly and nodded. He got out of the car with a basket and a blanket. We walked to the lake and he laid the blanket down. We both sat down and started to eat.

After we finished eating we played around on the park. You're never to old to swing. He smiled as he pushed me on the swing "You smell nice" I giggled "Thank you" It was getting dark and my parents would be home soon. "I should get home" I said getting off the swing. He smiled and nodded, pulling me into a hug. I hugged back. He smiled "I missed you..." I smiled back "I missed you too..." He kissed me. I didn't really have time to react because he pulled away. I blushed deeply. I would have pushed him away if he hadn't moved back so fast. I moved back, slightly"I should go home now." He smiled and nodded, taking my hand "Right"

BEN's POV

I growled watching them be all over each other. We have a good day together and this is how she repays me? But going out with another guy!? Just because I was gone for a while doesn't give her the right to see another guy. She may not be my girlfriend but I own her right now. I didn't give her permission to go on this 'date' with him. She'll pay. She'll wish she didn't agree to see that guy.

My POV

He dropped me off back at the house. My parents weren't home yet. I smiled and waved goodbye going inside. I went up to my room and saw something I wish I hadn't. There was my dog. Dead on my bed. I noticed something on my wall. It said "You shouldn't have done that.." To make things worse... It was written with my dogs blood. I sank to the floor, tears streaming down my face. I know he did this. Who else would? Why would he do this...? I trusted him... We had a deal. He wouldn't mess with anyone but me. And that includes not messing with my dog. I have to clean this up before my parents get home.. I pulled myself together and got gloves. I picked up my dog and carried him out back. I started to dig a hole. If they ask. I'll say he was hit by a car... Why would he do this to me... Did he see me with Lucas? Was he jealous? I shook my head putting my dog into the hole and burying him. I went back up to my room and stared at the wall. I sighed and went to get cleaning supplies. I started to clean my wall. 

After a while I cleaned everything and it all looked normal again. But one thing was missing... My dog.. He won't be here anymore. I started to cry again. That asshole. I hate him. I heard a chuckle behind me "Have fun cleaning that up" I spun around, tears streaming down my face "You jerk!" I screamed and slapped him across the face "How could you do that!? What is wrong with you!?" He growled gripping my arms harshly "Shut up! I didn't give you permission to go on that date! So that was your punishment!" My eyes widen in shock "Permission? I don't need your permission to do anything!" He glared at me "You do if you want your parents to not end up like your dog!" I felt more tears rushing to my eyes "You're horrible! I HATE YOU! Get out! Get out of my life!" I screamed shoving him back "I wish I never hung out with you! I wish I never met you! And I wish I didn't buy that stupid game!" He glared at me "Well thats to bad isn't it? Cause you aren't getting rid of me till someone else buys that game from you" He smirked. I shook my head "Just leave me alone" I whimpered out. He smirked and pulled me into a hug. How could he hug me at a time like this..? He just killed my dog! I didn't move. I just stood there. I didn't hug back. He stroked my hair. I squeezed my eyes shut. I didn't want him to touch me. But I couldn't push him away either..

BEN's POV

Did I go too far? I mean... She said she hated me... She won't even hug me back... I got my point across though.. But she's crying... Why should I care? She's just my toy. I'll make her fall for me... Then i'll break her. I'll take all she has and crash it. I already took her dog. Next will be her friends, first that guy she was with. Then i'll get her fired from work.. Get her kicked out of college. Then last.. I'll kill her parents. She'll be alone. She won't have anyone. She'll be at my mercy. And thats when i'll leave her too. I'll leave her broken and alone. I whispered in her ear "I'm sorry.." She looked up at me "You're sorry? Sorry isn't going to bring my dog back!" She yelled, shoving me back "Get away from me!" I don't know why. But my chest hurt. It felt like I was drowning all over again. I grabbed her arm pulling her into another hug. I held her tightly. As she sobbed into my chest, this time hugging back. I stroked her hair. I felt horrible... But it needed to be done. I kissed her forehead and let go of her, going back into the tv.

My POV

I stood there for a moment. Did he really just do that? I sighed laying on my bed. This day has been horrible... I just want to disappear. I closed my eyes slowly drifting off to sleep.