Drowned

Chapter 7

I felt cold hands against my back and groaned "Ben stop" I whined, trying to roll away. He chuckled and pulled me back, his arms wrapped around my waist. I blushed slightly "What do you want now..?" He hid his face in my back and mumbled "Nothing..." I glanced back at him "Then why are you here?" He didn't look at me "Is it so bad that I wanted to see you...?" I blushed slightly and looked away "I... I guess not.." It didn't really help that I only had my bra and underwear on. He didn't seem to mind it "You're so warm..." I blushed and nodded "Y-Yeah..." He felt his cold lips against my back and shivered "B-Ben stop..." He continued to kiss up my back till he got to my neck. "Why?" He purred. I blushed and didn't say anything. He kissed up my neck. I bite my lip and tried to wiggle away but he held me in place. I whimpered slightly "Ben-" I gasp feeling him place his hand on my thigh. I turned around "No Ben-" He crashed his lips onto mine. I stared at him eyes wide in shock. What the hell was going on. Why is he acting like this all of a sudden... He climbed on top of me, not once breaking the kiss. I had to stop him. I couldn't let him do this. I tried to push him away but he pinned my arms down. He pulled back from the kiss and I turned my head away from him, blushing. He chuckled and leaned down, whispering in my ear "Don't try to fight it Blair.. You already told me you loved me..." I shook my head "No I.. I didn't mean it.." He chuckled "Sure you didn't..." I tried to push him away "I didn't!" He kissed my cheek "I know you did.. Don't try to hid it Blair. You're in love with me." He purred into my ear "Now wake up Kitten.."

My eyes snapped open and I sat up, looking around. Was that really just a dream..? It felt so real.. I look around and I don't see Ben. It had to be a dream... But why? Why would I have dream like that? My computer turned on by itself. I sighed, knowing it was Ben. Cleverbot was brought up onto the screen and it was typing. "Sleep well? You moved around a lot... and you kept whimpering. I would have came and woke you up... But I was just having to much fun watching you, Kitten.." Kitten... He called me that in my dream... I got up and sat in front of my computer "Why did you call me Kitten?" He starts typing "Because you're my kitten." I shook my head "I'm leaving now... and uhm... Thanks for bringing Sam back... Bye" Before he could reply I turned off my computer. I got up and went to my closet to get clothes.

I went downstairs after getting dressed and there was food on the table. Mom always made sure I had something to eat. I sat down and began to eat. After a while I heard a knock on the door. I got up and opened it. There stood Lucas. I blinked "Lucas? What are you doing here?" He smiled "I came to see you. But mainly to ask you out on another date." I thought back to when Ben killed my dog. He did it because of Lucas... I didn't want it to happen again... But I don't want to turn down Lucas. I smiled slightly "Sure.." I have a feeling I am going to regret this soon... I left the house with Lucas, getting into his car.

BEN's POV

I growled watching Blair from the top of the stairs talking to that guy. He asked her out again. She better say no.. "Sure..." She sounded unsure about her answer... But she still went with him... Bad choice Blair.. I might have to take a little visit with your mom now... I smirked going back into Blair's room.

Blair's POV

I came home after a while to find Ben sitting on my bed with his arms crossed "Hey Ben..." He glared at me "Don't 'Hey Ben' me. You left with that guy again." I sighed "You can't control everything I do BEN..." He smirked slightly "Oh but I can. And I will... You see.. I paid a little visit to mom today.." My eye's widen "What did you do?" He smirked and turned on the TV showing my mother tied to a chair in front of a lake. "Lets make a deal. You never see him again and your mom won't die." I nodded quickly staring at the screen in horror. He smirked "Or... I'll have to do this." He pushed a button making my mom fall into the lake. I yelped, tears starting to stream down my face. I looked at Ben "Ben please! I'm sorry! I won't see him! Ever again! I promise! Just please don't hurt my mom" I started to sob, sinking to the floor. This couldn't be happening. He didn't move at all. He... He killed my mother... Even after I agreed to not see Lucas ever again. He sat down in the floor beside me and pulled me into a hug "Shhhh, Its okay Blair..." I shook my head, sobbing more. I heard him push a button and I looked up at the TV. 

My mother was pulled out of the lake. She was coughing up water and panting. "She won't remember this happened. She'll just be in her car again, going home. Don't worry..." I couldn't believe him... He made me think he killed my mother... And now he's holding me? What the hell is wrong with him? I pushed away from him "I hate you" He stared up at me "No you don't" I felt more tears rushing to my eyes. Why did it hurt so bad to say that? My heart felt like it shattered into a million pieces. He stood up, hugging me tightly again "You don't hate me..." I hugged back, crying into his chest. He was right. I didn't hate him. I couldn't hate him. That dream popped into my head again. That thing he said to me before I woke up kept running through my head... "Don't try to fight it Blair.. You already told me you loved me..." He was right... I do love him... I can't keep denying it.. As much as I hate to admit.. I was falling in love with him...