Hacked | Jaspar

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••••CASPARS POV••••

Joe left me. Our relationship really was over. I wanted to cry, but I also wanted to feel pissed at the same time. I was so confused.

How could something that was going so right turn so wrong in so little time?

I needed a break. I needed to get out of the house and go for a walk. All of the emotions inside of me were rushing around so much I couldn't even think straight.

I walked out the door that Joe walked out an hour ago, and went to the most quiet place outside that I could think of.

I turned the corner of our street then walked down the familiar path that I walked down two days ago, but this time, with an empty hand.

When the path opened up, I saw the running fountain with the small waterfall, the trees surrounding it, and the bench in front of me. I went and sat down, and knew this would be the perfect time to think. But at that moment, the only thought that came to my mind was:

This is where you came with Joe. This is where you sat with him, with your fingers intertwined and kissed him.

And then the thought came. The thought that I knew at some point would hit me like a truck.

I still love Joe. I always have and I always will.

The thoughts were building up one by one in my mind, taking over my body. I needed to let them out somehow, so in the peace and quiet of the park, I yelled, "I love Joe Sugg!!!!"

The words echoed throughout the open area, and I felt better. I finally admitted my true feelings to myself. Now it was time to do something about them.

I felt the side of my pants, only to find that I didn't bring my phone. I couldn't call Joe, but what use would that have done, anyways? He would have just ignored me and not listened to me.

I knew that I needed to go to the place that I need thought I would want to go to again. I needed to see the person that I never wanted to see again.

Brett at the Apple Store. Maybe he could help me fix this. If I gave him a second chance to help me find out who the hacker was, I could fix this mess once and for all. If Joe knew who the hacker was, he would realize that I never did anything to hurt him. He would realize everything bad that happened to us wasn't my fault, and that it was all against my will.

All I wanted to do was fix everything that I had messed up.

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I saw him staring back at me when I walked through the glass doors of the store.

"Caspar?" He said when he saw me take a few steps towards him, his jaw dropped.

"Brett, we need to talk."