Dallas kid sister sequel (outsider fan fiction)

Shit!

"truth I guess" I say and she smirks and I know I chose wrong

"So what's that soc name?" She asks "Matt" I say and she is still smirking. "So have you ever had feelings for Matt?" I swallow "What kind of feelings?" I ask nervously. She smiles "Like you wanted to date him and you have to tell the truth" she says and I look around and everybody is watching me waiting for my answer and I'm afraid to give it.

"Yes"

Ponyboy stands up and storms to his room and slams the door shut. I feel the tears coming and I go to his door but its locked "ponyboy open up" I say "Leave me alone!" He yells and I go back to the living room. And sit by myself in a far corner and pull my knees to my chest and cry quietly. He doesn't understand! Its not like that! He didn't let me explain!
I hear Ruby snicker and I just keep crying.

"That was fucked up"

Lisa says and its the first time I've heard her cuss so I'm guessing she's mad right now. "Hey! You were all thinking about it" Ruby says "no. No one was" Dallas says. "Its just a game. Get over it" Ruby says "No its fucking not! You might of just ended there relationship!" Lisa says. "Its not my fault! I was just playing the game. Don't hate the player hate the game" "Ugh!" Lisa yells. "Ruby I know why you did it!" Maddie blurts out "Say one thing and your dead!" Ruby almost yells. "Your a fucking sorry excuse for a decent human being" Lisa says. By now I've stop crying but I'm just so upset I don't wanna move. "Lisa clam down. We were just playing a game" Steve says "You both just shut up. Suck each other faces off or something. But just shut up" Lisa says. Lisa comes and kneels next to me "Hun you want to talk about it?" She asks kindly "he didn't let me explain!" I blurt out. "It'll be fine" She says and I just put my head back down.

"There's nothing to explain" ponyboy says and I look up and see him standing in the hallway "please! You don't even understand!" He shakes his head. "I understand enough" he says "No! I love you! You need to hear me out!" I feel close to a mental break down. "I hate you" he says and goes back to his room.

What!

This just can't be happening! I must be dreaming! Yeah ill wake up any minute now! What's the point lieing to myself? So he did say I hate you. No it can't be true! I love him! This can't be happening! This must be some sick joke! Yeah he'll come out here laughing and I'll be like 'you jerk you scared me' and he'll give me that smile he always give me when I'm mad at him. This can't be happening!

I bolt out the door and down the sidewalk. I'm running home, I can't be in there with that situation. I open the door with the key from under the mat. I go in an flop on the couch and cry my eyes out. Just then the phone rang. I got up and answered it thinking it was Darry or Dallas but I was wrong. "Finally" my mother snaps "hello mother" I say she laughs but I'm not in the mood for this shit "Shut the fuck up!" I say and she stops laughing. "What wrong my princess?" She asks mockingly "My boyfriend told me he hated me" I say "I'm sorry" she says and I'm surprise it was actually a nice tone. "A bitch did something that cause him to say it" I say hoping to get more kindness "That's life" she says and its as if she's remembering something. "Guys are assholes. Just like your father!" She says and on that one I have to agree with her. "Yeah he is" I say agreeing with her she chuckles. "I'm starting to actually like you" she says and I get a huge smile on my face. My mother that hated me for years is starting to like me! "Yeah me to" I say "I'm glad you finally got some back bone! It always annoyed me when you would cry like a bitch. But that changed"
"So um you know we have court on Monday" I say and she says "yeah I know. I'm in town already." She says "Good. But yeah its gonna be interesting to see you" I say and mess with the phone cord "hey if you want meet my at this place they call the Dingo. We could grab lunch and talk about how guys are fucking jerks" she says "yeah I think that sounds good what time?" " bout 3:20?" "Okay I'll be there" I say and just then The front door opens and I see Dallas. "Who are you talking to?" He asks "Mom" I say. He comes up to me and rips the phone out of my hand
"Stop calling!" He then slams the phone down. "What did she say?" He asks as we walk to his T-bird. "Nothing" I say and he sighs "Listen its going to be fine" he says "yeah I know" I say.

I walk back inside the curtis house and ponyboy is sitting on the couch next to soda. I don't look at him and I go and sit next to Lisa. She gives me a kind smile I smile back. But its force and everybody could tell. Im still very upset with what happened but now I have a different issue to deal with.

Seeing my mother.

Btw if anyone is upset about there relationship. News flash no relationship is perfect. Every relationship will hit bumps along the road and because of those bumps some relationships will end but others will grow from them.