Theirs.

Twin troubles

Luke tightened his grip on me and I yawned my eyes slowly opening. "Hey love" he muttered smiling. I nearly melted at the sight, and I was about to speak but was interrupted by a door slamming open. And an angry Jai standing in the doorway. "What the fuck Luke?! Your supposed to be my brother!" He shouted loudly making me flinch. "Jai, I was just making her feel better because you made her feel worse" Luke said just as angry. I flinched again, "guys don't fight, I'm sorry I'll get out" I said quietly. I tried to get up but Jai pushed me down "no stay with him you whore. This is your job after all, might as well please everyone possible" he sneered. I looked up at him my mouth ajar, before realizing he was right and I put my head down submissively. "That's right bitch do as your told. At least you can do that right" he scoffed. "DONT TOUCH HER, why don't you Stop being such a cock Jai! She doesn't deserve this, any of this! And especially your shit! Get out!" Luke boomed back in response. "Fuck you mate, I can do whatever I want. And I can say whatever I want to the slave." He shouted back, I whimpered at his tone scooting away. Luke was instantly in his face shouting everything and anything that came to mind. And Jai was doing the same.
"JUST BECAUSE ARIANA HURT YOU DOESNT MEAN YOU GET TO BE A CUNT TO ALL GIRLS!" Luke yelled pushing Jai. And suddenly Jai looked up about 5 times as angry, I was basically in the corner of the bed by now curled up in a ball. "DONT YOU FUCKING BRING HER INTO THIS YOU FUCKING CUNT" he fired back before suddenly throwing a punch, hitting Luke right in the jaw. I unwrapped myself from my ball, shaking with not only anger but fear. "OH THATS FUCKING IT" Luke roared before tackling jai to the ground.

"LUKE! NO! PLEASE STOP!" I screamed. Before fleeing past two boys, as they fought. I ran to the hallway to meet the boys halfway, "j-James!.. Boys. Their fighting it's bad" he struggled to spit out
Skip and beau frantically made their way to the two boys on the ground. And James wrapped his arms around me, "I'm sorry Mia, how about you go to my room and wait until everything calms down?" He said breaking away from our embrace. I nodded and scurried to his room, getting in the bed and clamping my arms around my knees. Listening to yelling and other noises.

"Why did I kiss Luke? I wasn't supposed to. Everything has to stay emotionally unattached." I told myself, feeling the need to cut again.

Yea old habits die hard am I right?
I basically crawled to James' bathroom and spotted the razor. But I stopped in my tracks realizing the boys would see, considering we have to have sex. I let out a frustrated sob, searching the room for a lighter, or something to give me a quick fix.
I let out a sigh of relief when I spotted a lighter next to a candle. I quickly created the flame and pressed it close enough to my thigh to feel the burning sensation. A wave of odd relief washed over me and all my stresses went away as I could only focus on the pain. I slowly moved the lighter around causing more burns.

After a couple min working on my inner thigh so the boys wouldn't see I set the lighter carefully back on the drawer where I found it next to the vanilla scented candle.
I slowly and painfully limped to the bathroom, turning on the bathtub to cold water to sooth my burns.
Running my leg under I smiled at my wounds. As creepy and sadistic as that sounds I only enjoyed it because I not only deserved it but because it reliefs my anxiety for a short time.

I quickly pressed some bandages on them and slid my shorts back on, jumping back in James' bed. And I realized there was no more fighting sounds.