Theirs.

Making plans

After I locked the door, I frowned at my reflection. "What's wrong with you?" I whisper yelled at myself, now bursting into tears. I slip down the wall sobbing, thinking of how much of a horrible person I am.
I thought of my baby, making me cry harder. I know I was forced to do it but I still could never forgive myself.. I thought of how I had feelings for James when, I shouldn't of had feelings for any of these boys ever.
Curling into a ball I heard a knock on the door, "Mia please unlock the door" James said his voice cracking.
I heard a scoff come from outside the door after James spoke. "Oh so the whore has a thing with you now?" I heard Jai speak. At that the tears ran down my face more rapidly and a loud sob escaped my lips. He said the truth i am a whore. "Shut the fuck up Jai! yea she started feeling confused about her feelings, because she was being forced to fuck us" he nearly yelled, I heard a thump against the wall signaling James pushed him.

I then heard footsteps walking away and a sigh from James. Then another knock, "Mia.. Please. I wanna help" he sighed. I didn't give in, just clamped my eyes shut and let the tears spill and the sobs escape my mouth.
Suddenly I heard the click of the door unlocking, and I felt arms wrap around me. Looking up to see James wearing a worried expression, "cmon love lets go and talk in my room" he whispered kissing my forehead. I didn't budge one bit trying to stay grounded. He sighed, "I'm trying to help you, if I have to I will carry you all the way there" he mumbled in my ear. I sighed betting up and walking toward the door looking at the ground.
Before I got out of the bathroom I felt him tug at my arm, pulling me into a hug. I kept my arms at my sides. "Please hug me back princess" he mumbled solemnly. I could stand hearing him sound so sad, and I did as he asked. Burrowing my head into his shoulder as he was nearly a whole head taller than me.

I plopped on his bed, sitting with my legs hanging off the edge and looking at my hands. He came and stood between my legs, dipping his head and bending down slightly and lifting my head. He scanned my eyes, and I inspected his dark brown ones. "You can't leave me. Wanna know why Mia?" He asked/stated. I scrunched my eyebrows, "uhm because you own me?" I responded sarcastically. He shook his head no, "no because you make me feel like I belong also. Along with many other feelings" he said still looking in my eyes. I felt the blush spread across my cheeks as I shut my eyes smiling. "I can list them if you want. You make me feel wanted, God damn nervous, overly happy, confident, like I could conquer the world if I wanted to, and suspicious. Suspicious that these feelings are too good to be true. Also fucking jealous as shit, do you know how jealous I got when I found out about you and Luke?" He went on and on. Laughing at himself. Now my eyes where open, and I huge smile took over my face. Forgetting about my worries I leaned in slightly and captured his lips in mine, taking him by surprise. And he kissed back, not like he kissed me before. It wasn't needy or lustful, nor was it cute and romantic. It was the perfect In-between. I couldn't even explain it, breaking away he rested his forehead against mine. "Thank you James, thank you so much" I murmured. He hummed contently "If your miserable, I'm miserable love" he mumbled back. I giggled "when did you get so cheesy?" I asked. "I dunno, gosh what are you doing to me?" He chuckled back.

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We just laid in bed talking about nothing and everything, I loved it.
"We really need you out of this job" he mumbled, I nodded my head yes "but my parents need the money.. And honestly I don't know how to forgive them completely" I sighed. He turned his head and observed me almost. I giggled and turned my head to him also. "What can we do then?" He asked scooting a little closer, "well we know the whole pregnancy thing won't work" I said sarcastically. He grimaced, "I mean it would of if Luke planned it right" he mumbled. I nodded "I'm kinda glad though. Because I was so confused about my emotions for him, I would of been stuck with him forever" I murmured. He nodded with a serious face, before returning to his thinking face.
"I have no clue on how to get you out of here. I mean the pregnancy one was the best but Jeffs a cunt" he murmured. I just shrugged. "It's okay, don't worry" I mumbled kissing his cheek, before he jumped up "I got it!" He shouted. "What now?" I giggled, "I get the boys to just refuse to sleep with you. Then he would have to let you go" he explained, I nodded it was a good idea but I dunno why the boys would do that, I mean what do they get out of it?
"Just don't hurt yourself ever it, I won't be doing this forever. It's okay. Plus then I get to stay here with you" I muttered giggling. He rolled his eyes wrapping his arm around my waist pulling me closer.
"Why are you so fucking perfect?" He asked before smashing his lips to mine, before kissing down my neck a moan escaping my lips. "Mmmm God so sexy" he said returning to my skin leaving hickeys down my neck and in the valley of my breasts.

I arched my back unclasping my bra, gasping in pleasure when his lips met my nipple. He smirked, continuing kissing the delicate skin "mine" he muttered leaving more marks