Tears blurred my vision as I ran away.
I had no idea what had come over me back there. The feeling I had when I fought them, it was good. I knew though that it was bad. I sat down against a tree, the tears streaming down my face. Back there it was like I was a different person. What would have happened if I actually hurt one of them? I replayed the fighting over and over in my mind. I couldn't forget the look on my face when I had Pan and Felix against the tree with my sword at their throat. I heard running footsteps behind me, "Amber!?" It was Pan. I sighed quietly and sniffled, "what Pan!?" I asked, more tears threatening to fall. "Amber.." He said walking to me, "What's wrong? You were doing great back there!" I shook my head. "I didn't like it Pan."
I tried to ignore him, but there was a question that I wanted to ask him. "Peter, why did you make me Fight?" He sat beside me and thought for a moment. "So you could protect yourself if you were ever in danger." I sighed and looked down sadly. I was still upset about the fight. "If it makes you so upset, you don't have to come anymore." He said nudging me. "Just listen to me Amber, you can't stop yourself from fighting. You will have to fight." I looked up at him and glared, "what if I don't want to fight!?" He sighed in frustration, "Amber if you don't fight you will get hurt!" I was starting to get angry with him. "I'd rather get hurt than see myself Fight another person!!" I yelled standing up.
"Calm down Amber, please." Peter spoke standing up slowly. "No!! I won't calm down!! When I fought you and Felix it was like I was a different person!!" Pan closed his eyes and drew out a breath of air. "Listen. Amber. You were just getting used to fighting, that's all." I shook my head, "I don't believe you. You encouraged me to fight!!! I watched myself almost hurt you and Felix and you just encouraged me more!!" Peter frowned sadly and looked down. "Listen, Amber I'm sorry... You could have just told me you didn't want to fight." I walked away from him and ran back to camp, yelling back to him, "I DID!!! YOU DIDNT LISTEN!!" This was all Pans fault. Pan was turning me into a different person.
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The Normal Girl to Lost Girl
FanfictionMy name is Amber Rose, my life started out pretty normal, I went to school, lived with my parents and annoying brother. That all changed when a shadow snatched me from my window and dropped me off on an island. I wandered around the island when i me...
