The Normal Girl to Lost Girl

Forgiven

I woke up hours later, sore. I groaned and sat up slowly, looking around at my surroundings. No Pan. Where did he go? I stood up weakly and walked out of my tent, I looked around once more, trying to Find Pan. He blames himself for this. I need to tell him Im okay and That I forgive him for everything. "Pan?" I spoke softly, looking around some more. I walked around camp, glancing over at the place where I had been beaten by Pan. I looked away sadly, getting a chill up my spine. I remembered the way he looked at me and the way he spoke to me. All Hatred. A single tear rolled down my cheek as I looked down, not wanting to remember more. It was quiet in the camp, all the lost boys must be sleeping. I knew that I Wasnt the only one awake though. "Pan..? Can you hear me? I know you are awake." I spoke quietly once more. Too weak to yell. "P-Pan.. Please if you can hear me, Come out."

  Nothing happened. He was either ignoring me or, suprisingly, still asleep. Footsteps approached me From behind. I smiled, not turning around yet. "Y-yes Amber..?" I heard his shakey voice. I Turned around to face him. "Pan. Listen to me please. Its not your fault, okay? I should have listened to y-you.." Another tear rolled down my cheek as I looked at Pan's saddened face. "No. No." He began, grabbing my face in his hands. "Its my fault. I shouldnt have hurt you.. Im a monster." I shook my head, "No you're not! I refuse to believe that." Pan pulled away, "im nothing but a Monster.. How could you forgive me?" I smiled weakly at him and grabbed his hand. "Because, Pan, when I look in your eyes I dont see a monster. I see someone scared." Pan looked away From me, "my Demons Hide within me, Amber. I h-hurt you! You saw what happens when I was angered. I hurt you!!" I shook my head, "you didnt Mean It. I Know you Pan, you would never hurt me on purpose. Your demons did that to me. Not you." I looked into his eyes and smiled.

Pan smiled and chuckled lightly. "I forgive you because you didnt mean to hurt me. When I looked into your eyes before I passed out I saw sadness and guilt." I said still looking into his Eyes. "Youre right Amber. But What next time, what if its not my demons that hurt you?" I shook my head, "I Know you would never mean to hurt me. Never on purpose." He looked down with a worried look on his face. "I love you, Peter." He looked up at me and smiled weakly, "I love you too, Amber." I looked around at the quiet camp. "Where are the lost boys?" I asked looking back at Pan. "T-they are still asleep. I told them They Can rest for a while." I tilted my head curiously, "Why? I thought you would want them to be practicing by Now." Pan shook his head, "Im just, letting them rest again." I glanced at Pan suspiciously, "Pan.." He looked at me and smiled. "I promise,  Amber. Im telling the truth." I nodded my head. "I believe you Pan." He chuckled and hugged me gently, not wanting to hurt me. "Thank you.. For forgiving me, Amber. I dont really deserve to be forgiven." I smiled, "No problem Pan." I pulled away From him to look him in the eyes, "you did deserve to be Forgiven."