Help Me ( Ereri / Riren )

Perfection

• Levi ' s POV •

" Here I go . " I leaned on him and stopped when he shivered because of me ' accidently ' smelling his neck . I exhaled and pushed my lips on his left cheek . I have never kissed anyone before . Not in the cheeks like this nor the lips or hands .

His cheek was like a jello . Really soft that caused my lips to drown in it . And warm too . I was cold and he was warm . I didn ' t wanted to pull my lips away , and I could feel myself tensing up , therefore I didn ' t wanted to leave him .

" Levi - " He softly whispered in my ear . I got back to reality and got myself away from him .

" Yes , this may sound rude , but if you would excuse me , I - " I stood up in my seat and pushed it back . I ran to the door and grabbed the door knob as fast as - humanly - possible .

" H - hey , Levi ! " I opened the door and threw myself out , slamming it on Eren ' s face . Poor kid though . I saw him hit his face the same way when he was first getting in the class .

I tried running like I always did , but I couldn ' t right now . I was slow , powerless and scared . What was I afraid of ? Facing Eren after what I had done ? The first time I had ever did this and how it sent me on another world that was comfortable ? Or how I showed my feelings ? Wasn ' t it odd for me to be afraid ? ' This wasn ' t a big deal , was it ? ' No ! It fucking was !

After running about 15 minutes , I was stopped by Eren , in the same park I went with Isabel , who wrapped his hands around me tightly , panting heavily . And I did all I could , not to show my face to him and not hurt him in the same time .

" Levi , what is wrong ? Was it me ? Did I do something wrong ?! "

I stopped struggling and began breathing heavily and gagging . I dropped myself on my knees and so did Eren .

" Levi ?! " I finally pulled myself together and looked at him . He was looking very scared , like he just saw me break down .

" Tch . I am fine . You can lea - " I felt Eren ' s arms pull me closer and hug me . I placed my head on his chest . It was only his fast heartbeats and the car sirens from far away that was heard . I got my hands up to hug him back , but decided it was best for me to not .

" Wh - what happened exactly ? I was scared that you were having kind of a break down ! "

" Look ... Eren . I ... it is the first time I had a physical contact with someone . I didn ' t even fucking kissed my sister on the cheek . You were warm and I ... " I harshly pulled Eren by his collar and looked at him .

" Levi ! "

" Fuck no ! " I got up , realizing what I was doing and changing my idiotic behaviour in front of him .

" Eren , I need to go . You can tell your parents that I had anxiety so , that ' s why I ran away . Not in the real life though . "

" U ... um ... Do you want me to - "

" No , you get to your home . "

Eren looked at me , sitting on the cold concrete , trying to figure out what happened .

" Also ... " I said , turning my back to him .

" ... act like this didn ' t ever happened . If you don ' t , I ' ll have to kill you . " Eren sighed and probably stood up . He got closer to me from behind , and I felt him tuck something in my hand . A paper ?

" Ok ... Sorry about today ... it won ' t happen again . "

" I ' ll be going now . " I put the paper in the pocket of my jacket and walked to my house . When I looked back , Eren was standing where I left him .