This chapter is probably triggering. Please don't read if you get triggered by self harm or anything close to that.
• Third Person POV •
Eren and Levi stood in the windy entrance of the school, not speaking.
"So... We have to get seperated now, don't we?"
"Yeah..." Eren said, his hair moving uncontrollably in the slight breeze.
"Okay... Bye."
"Bye... I love you..." Eren whispered this time, making sure Levi didn't hear him.
"Huh?"
"Nothing! See you later!" Eren quickly placed a kiss on the short male's forehead just before he ran away.
"Brat."
Time Skip!
• Eren's POV •
"Mikasa, I'm home!" I didn't heard anything after. The house was dead silent.
"Mikasa?"
"Hm... Alright." I opened my cellphone and texted her asking where she was.
I got to my room and opened the door. I just jumped on my bed without even changing into something comfortable.
"Feeling like shit. My favorite."
Why did I felt like a wet towel that need quite the time to dry, I really don't know. My crush and I just made out, so why was I sad?
"Ughh... Fuck me!"
I needed some sleep.
I really did.
My phone buzzed in an unexpected time, making me gasp.
Mikasa: hey. im sorry for not telling you this earlier, i am with a friend. Ill get to our house a little bit later than the usual. Kisses!
Ok. Ok. That's nice. Not. I feel so lonely.
"Fu...ck. What even happened?"
Just sleep. Don't question anything.
I can't sleep.
I slowly ran my fingers on my hand, making circular motions to the place I had accidentally cut. Then got closer and closer to the cut until...
Fuck fuck fuck. Argh! Did I just tried peeling my skin off?! What the hell?
I blowed on my hand, trying to ease the pain at least a little.
"Let's just text Levi."
I looked at my phone, and found his name.
"Alright."
Me: hey um levi
I waited, and almost immediately, he replied.
Levi: Yeah?
Me: Can you come over?
Levi: I have something I need to do so...
Me: oh ok
Levi: Is there something wrong?
Me: Kind of
Levi: What is it?
Me: i feel like shit and I unconsciously tried harming myself
Levi: Shit, I'm coming.
Me: didnt you had a thing to do
Levi: Fuck that. I'll be there in five minutes.
Me: try not to die
Levi: Sure.
I dropped my phone on the bed and laid on my back.
5 minutes later
*knock knock*
"Coming!"
I walked over the door and opened it. As expected, it was Levi who was on time.
"Hello..."
"Oi, what did you do to yourself?"
"Nothing bad, I just tried peeling a little piece of skin." Levi's face went paler than before and he gulped.
"Fuck..."
"Huh?"
"You liked me, right?"
"Yea, why?"
"Look... When you are too close with a mind- someone like me, you can sense something bad will happen to your partner, and then you start hurting yourself for some reason. You may also feel like shit. This doesn't make any sense, does it? Or do you think that this may be real?"
"I...uh...I believe you."
"What?"
"I do."
"Oh. Eren..."
"Yes?"
"Can we go outside for a little?"
"Sure..." We got outside and I was stopped by Levi when I tried walking.
"Oi. There's something really beautiful up there."
I look up.
"Oops, it's just you. Ha ha." I blush, also does Levi, who looks like he is trying hard not to melt.
"Thank... you..."
"Y-yeah." I look at my hands. A teardrop falls from my eye, and I swipe it away, having no idea why I just kind of cried.
Every seed has hope in them to bloom. Mine seems to have rotten before it ever could.
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