Reconcile [NO UPDATES]

3. Inside the mind of two

It's short, Enjoy.

*2 days later*

Rosa's Pov:

After what happened two nights ago, I haven't been feeling the same. My emotions started coming back for everyone, I was literally sitting here thinking myself into a bad mood. I was thinking about what would of happened if we never broke up and what if I moved to Maine with my mom a few years back. I wonder would my dad still be alive, is it bad that I miss him so much? He literally put up with my attitude and temper while I was living with him. He took it like a pro and I missed him dramatically, I wish he was still alive. I know he definitely wouldn't approve over the choices that I made in life but it's my life and I have to make it happen with the things that I got.

I miss my mom as well. I wish the last words I said to her had more meaning and were nicer. I think the last thing I said to her was that I hated her. But I didn't, I loved her so much. Now I'm stuck in a world where I have no contact with my family. I miss Natalie so much, I bet she got so big and so smart. She's seven now, I haven't seen her since she was four. Her and Jamie would get along so well, yeah Jamie's only three but she's still a little smarty pants. She's my little smarty pants, I love her. She was created from pure love. That night of graduation when me and him made love, he didn't use a condom and I ended up getting pregnant. But he was gone, and I was gone. Of course I still think about him and love him but I can't be hung up over him. I moved on with my life, only to become a dancer. Yeah, my life didn't turn out how I expected it to but I love my daughter and I wouldn't go back in time to change anything. I don't regret any decisions I have made.

Chris's Pov:

I haven't spoken to Sage in two days even though she calls me constantly and is always texting me. She told me not to call or text her but she's the one blowing up my phone. I told her from the jump that I wasn't ready to be in a committed relationship, and I haven't been in one since high school. I miss her though, I wonder what she's been up to. I hope she's been staying out of trouble and her life is what she expected to be. I didn't expect my life to be like this, I can't keep nor want a steady relationship even though I kinda do want someone. I haven't spoke to my mom since the night she left with Pete. I just up and left her there in New York.

I wonder if Ty has spoken to my queen though, I know they were close. I can't help that my mind goes back to her, she was the only girl that I really loved. If I could just have one more chance with her I would be the best that she's ever had. I do want her back and I wish she would at least try to get in contact with me but she probably moved on to another. My heart was aching at the thought of that. I never changed my number just in case she wanted to call me for anything. I would gladly run back to her in a heart beat. I can't keep thinking about her, it's so unhealthy for me to be stuck on her like this but I just can't help it. I want her, I crave her. All these other women can't satisfy me the same way she did. They can't compete with the love of my life though. Nobody can.

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I know this is really really short but I wanted you guys to know that they still have feelings for each other and still think of each other. Let me know what you think, I hope it was good. Thank you for reading, have a good day/night.

-xxSavx