Reconcile [NO UPDATES]

10.Telling it all

Excuse the mistakes, Enjoy.

*1 Week Later*

Chris's Pov:

A week, it's literally been a week since I cheated. I still haven't told Rosa, I'm so scared of her reaction. Plus I don't wanna hurt her but it's too late for that, I can't go back in time and change the decisions I made. I definitely wish I could though. What did I get myself into? It's eating me up inside, I should just tell her but I can't right now I'm out with Jamie at Disney Land. I don't want to jeopardize me being in her life, she already went three years without me and I don't plan on letting her have anymore years without me. I think raising her would help make me into a better man. I'm telling Jamie she's my daughter on the ride back home and nothing will stop me from doing so either. I don't care if Rosa gets mad.

"Chris look it's Mickey Mouse" She squeezed my hand dragging me over to him. We've literally been here for two hours going in every gift shop and on almost every ride, well I lost track of time after two hours. "Can we take pictures with him, please?" She begged. I laughed digging my phone out of my pocket and snapping a few pictures of us.

"Jamie come on we've been here for so long we seen everything there is to show" I said. She pouted for a second and then nodded her head. Yes finally, I thought. Don't get me wrong I LOVE spending time with her but we did see everything here at least twice. I put her in her car seat making sure she was secure before I climbed in the driver seat. As I was driving the long way back home I kept glancing back at Jamie and everytime I did, she smiled at me.

"Baby girl I have to tell you something very important" I spoke up. She looked over at me innocently with her big brown eyes that she clearly inherited from me. "I don't really know how to say this so I'm just gonna tell you sweetheart.." I paused glancing at her in the rear view mirror, she nodded her head in understanding. I pulled the car over to the side and turned around facing her, "I'm your.." I trailed off. Dammit Chris! Just tell her. She started giggling then put her hand over her mouth.

"You said a bad word Chris" She said.

"Huh?" I looked at her confused. Oh, I must have said that out loud. I shook my head, "Jamie. You can't call me Chris anymore" I said.

"Why not?" She asked clearly puzzled.

"Honey, I'm your dad. You can call me dad" I gave her a small smile. She gasped happily and started cheesing.

"Really?!" She yelled happily, I laughed at her and nodded my head. "Does mommy know?" She asked. She was still smiling but I don't know how to answer that question so I acted like I didn't hear her and started driving again.

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After I pulled up at the house I got out walking over to get a sleeping Jamie out the car and brought her into Rosa's house. After I placed Jamie in her bed I started looking around. I walked into Rosa's bedroom being nosy when I noticed a paper sticking out of her dresser. I grabbed it and started reading it, it was a letter from Brandon back from when Rosa and I were dating in high school. He was talking about how much he cared for her and didn't want to see me hurt her, my blood started boiling. Why would she even bother to keep this? I read to the bottom and he wrote a little P.S. He said he loved her and wanted to be with her but he wasn't sticking around for that long and wanted her to come with him.

Now I'm fuming. Why didn't she tell me about this? I swear we are going to be exchanging words with each other later when she gets here. But reading this is making me think maybe she did cheat on me with him. Maybe she did have something going on with him while we were together. I don't know but I'm so fucking pissed off at this point. Where is she right now?