Reconcile [NO UPDATES]

15. Last Chance ...?

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*A week later*

Chris's Pov:

Rosa and I have been on good terms for the past week and it was honestly amazing spending time with her. We haven't done anything sexual since that night I was drunk as hell. I barely remember anything but I do remember me having her bent over yelling out my name and that she loves me. I'm seriously going to change for her. No more lies, no more secrets, no more cheating and no more hurting her. I'm committing myself to her. I want to be the one that she wants to spend the rest of her life with and be the one to give her anything she wants and deserves.

I'm twenty one with the responsibilities of a thirty year old. I love my responsibilities though. I have a beautiful three year old that's turning four in six days, a beautiful woman that I want to spend the rest of my life with. Life couldn't be any better, well it could. Rosa could be my girlfriend but I don't think she even wants to be around me anymore. When I enter a room she's in she leaves, when I try to have a decent conversation with her she ignores my efforts. I don't know what to do. I'm not going to give up on her if that's what she's thinking. I did hurt her in the past though. I admit I'm a fuck up but I'm learning as I go. I just know I love her and I want her to be mine again.

I entered her room and she was laying there smiling at her phone not paying any attention to me. Jamie was laying right next to her taking a nap. Rosa started texting away, I just stood in the doorway admiring the sight before me. She started laughing at whatever was on her phone then looked up at me. She instantly wiped the smile off her face and went back to whatever she was doing. I saw her take a few glances at me when she thought I wasn't looking at her.

"Rosa when are you going to talk to me? I miss hearing your voice. I'm really changing for you, I'm going to talk to some therapist tomorrow afternoon" I informed her. Then she set her phone down and cleared her throat. I was ready for her to start cussing me out.

"That's the thing Chris. I don't want you to change for me, change for yourself. Make yourself a better man for you and Jamie, not me love" She said quietly and gave me a soft smile.

I just sat there with my head down, she scooted closer to me grabbing my hand and placing it on her cheek with her hand still over mine. Then she lifted my face up so I could meet her gaze. When I looked her on the eyes, I felt nothing but so much love and warmness in my heart, I never felt anything like that before. I believe she truly loves me but she's just fed up with my bs.

"I love you" Slipped out her mouth. Her lips then curved into a huge smile as did mine. "No matter how hard I try not to, I still do. I try to push my feelings aside but I can't, I love you so damn much Christopher Maurice Brown. You're my drug and I'm so addicted to you, I just can't let you go for some reason" She confessed.

For the first time ever I was speechless. Usually I was the one expressing my feelings, but here she was letting it all out and I couldn't say anything back. The only thing I could do was smile. Can I possibly have one last chance with her? I did finally manage to speak to her.

"Please don't say anything after this, I don't want to be rejected. I just wanna hold you and tell you how much I love you and that I'll never let you go. You have loved me and stood by me even when I was the world's biggest asshole to you, I'm grateful to have you in my life. You and my beautiful daughter are truly a blessing on this earth and in my life. Thank you for always being here for me. I just wanna know if you'll give me one last chance? You don't have to answer me now just think on it, I'll wait for you forever and a day" I said.

She leaned in and kissed me softly on the lips. "I want you to be mine again Chris. And by that I mean ALL mine, no cheating" She said. She placed her forehead against mine and stared into my eyes.