Reconcile [NO UPDATES]

9. Secrets

Excuse the mistakes, Enjoy.

Chris's Pov:

It's been three days since that happened and I still haven't told Rosa about it. Honestly, I'm scared. I wish I had a time machine so I could go back and never drive to that club or never even talked to that girl. She already forgave me for the argument we had but I don't think she'll forgive me for cheating on her. I didn't stick my dick in the girl, she just gave me some head but it's still cheating. Being drunk isn't an excuse for it. I'm going to tell her today. I was already here at her house with her, it's four in the morning and I'm awake. She had her leg around my waist and her head rested against my chest. I pray to God that she forgives me, it's really eating me up inside.

She got up off of me unexpectedly and went to the bathroom closing the door behind her. I sat up in bed and leaned my head against the headboard. After she was finished with her business she came back out and snuggled up against me. Wrapping my arms around her waist I pulled her closer to me.

"Why are you awake?" She asked sleepily.

"Can't sleep" I said looking down at her, she was looking up at me but her eyes were barely open. "Go back to sleep baby" I kissed on her the nose.

"I'm not tired anymore" She said yawning.

"Liar" I laughed a little. She shot up and stuck her tongue out at me, ok maybe she isn't tired. Or she's actually tired and just wants to stay up with me. She pressed her lips against mine, she dragged her tongue across my lips and slipped her tongue in my mouth. Then she started feeling on me, gliding her hands down my chest to the top of my boxers. She slipped her hand inside my boxers and gripped Cj then started stroking. "Go back to sleep" I said but it came out as a groan. She pulled it out my boxers and continued stroking.

She leaned in and started kissing me again, "I wanna show you how much I appreciate you sexy" she said seductively against my lips then pulled back. She got down and kissed the tip then slowly wrapped her lips around it bopping her head up and down. She had me gone, no funny shit even my eyes were rolling to the back of my head. I felt like a bitch. She was spitting and swirling her tongue all around my shit. I felt myself ready to climax so I tried pushing her off but she kept going.

"Rosa move, I'm about to bust" I groaned out but she ignored me. She kept going and going until I released, she moved just in time too. I was panting and out of breath. "Damn baby, where did you learn how to do that?"

"I watch stuff" She laughed and winked. Freaky ass, I thought. She started laying back down pulling the covers over her. I climbed under them so I was face to face with her kitty, well her panties but they were about to come off.

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It was now nine o'clock in the morning and Rosa was still sleeping, I put her ass back to sleep. She was calling me all different types of names earlier this morning. I watched her sleeping for a minute, I still feel bad and ashamed. I need to go somewhere with myself and think for a while. Not for long maybe just a few days. That's what ima do, I'll just tell her my managers want me to go somewhere. I got up to get in the shower. While I was in the shower I felt arms wrap around my waist and a head resting on my back.

"Good morning bastard" Rosa mumbled and I laughed, she was calling me that earlier. "What are you doing today? I was thinking about taking Jamie to the park if you want to come with us" She turned around getting infront of me and pressing herself against me.

"I'll go anywhere with you two, but.." I started and she cut me off.

"But what? You don't wanna spend time with us?" She sighed and gave me puppy eyes. That look always got to me.