Chapter fifteen

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*** AUTHORS NOTE***
I love how I say how much I hate authors notes but still do them.

But rq, I wanna talk about the dude this fan fiction is about. Sooo, apparently Chandler has a new girlfriend and her name is Breanna *am I spelling it right*

So I can't keep up with his dating game omg xD.. But being fr, I'm not going to write about her. I wrote about Rachel and I regretted it because she is literally a normal person she doesn't act, so I didn't like portraying her as a big jerk when I don't know her personally.

It's different with Hana, if I was a normal girl like Rachel dating a celebrity I wouldn't want to be portrayed as a spoiled brat in a fan fiction..

So I'm not gonna write about Bre.

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I take a deep breath and let out a big sigh.. Making it known I want nothing to do with her. She walks out and takes a seat beside me, though still being a few feet away.

I look out the window as she begins to talk.

"I shouldn't have said what I said and I'm sorry for that. You're such a wonderful friend and I'm lucky to have you... I've never actually had a boyfriend before, or even a real kiss-"

I want to roll my eyes.. Say something back, but I let her continue.

"So, I thought it was the right time. He wasn't forcing himself upon me and I liked that. So I went for it and I knew that what I was doing was wrong." She pulls her arms up and weeps into her hands.

"I'm so sorry, Alice"

I move my head from the window and notice Emily peeking around the doorway of my room.

She noticed me, noticing her, and went back inside.

I move closer to Brooklyn..

"B... I over reacted." I finally say.

Chandler is in fact my ex.. But I guess I was just so upset that he would mention me in a bad way in front of so many people we just met... That's not it.

I shouldn't care at all.

I think for a moment...

I don't dare want to say it aloud or even think it in my head.

Do I... Do I still... Love him?

Love is a strong word... Do I still have feelings for him.

Vomit..

Vomit is all I-

"Oh no, Al." I hear Brooklyn say from behind.

My hair is being pulled back as it goes all over the floor.. I want to cry so bad but all I can do is literally 'let it out'..

I feel like someone is chocking me.. It hurts so bad.. Like someone is wrapping their arms around my waist and just squeezing as hard as they can.

I whimper between hurling and when I'm finally done everyone is outside of their rooms.

"Should we take her to the nurse."

"Ew I'm gonna throw up.."

"It smells so bad"

"Call the janitor I'm not cleaning this up"

Emily answers half the questions as Marie Ann gives me a cup of water and a lightly damp wash rag.

I clean up my mouth..

I'm standing now, being lead to the bathroom and sat down beside the toilet.

My body feels tingly, like when you're foot is asleep.. Except it's everywhere. I'm dizzy, just a little, and I know that if I didn't have a guide to the bathroom I wouldn't make it.

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