Take It Out On Me

Chapter 9

These past two weeks have been absolutely hectic, I was working on my new album, getting everything ready to move in with Jonathan in California. My mom and dad both kept telling me it was a bad idea. Little did i know they were right. I just kept telling them that they were wrong, as they were helping me get my things into my truck. I wasn't flying to California, because I wouldn't be able to bring half of my things, so i decided to drive.

I said my goodbyes, even though with as much stuff that goes on in my life id be back often.

I waved to everyone as i pulled out of the driveway, and took off. The next 24 hours were boring as all hell. Driving almost non-stop all the way from Dallas,TX to Los Angeles,CA. Good thing i had good music, my dog and many many phone calls along the way.

I reached Jonathan's house around 9:30AM that morning, his daughter Ava ran outside for a hug.

All of his bandmates followed after her, and started helping get my stuff inside.

Its crazy how i went to being friends with Hollywood Undead to Josh Hamilton's daughter then to Sophie Lynn, what other surprises was my life going to throw at me.

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~~~FAST FORWARD 3 MONTHS~~~~

I was sitting in the living room working on another song, waiting for the laundry to get done.

Jonathan was STILL sleeping, even at 5 in the afternoon. I guess that's what happens when you stay out all night partying. Its starting to become an everyday thing, kinda pissing me off. I sat there remembering my dad saying 'I love you honey, but i think this is a bad idea. You know how i feel about his intentions with you' i began thinking that he was right, as much as i hated to say it, he was.

I was pulled from my thoughts by the dryer buzzing off. I jumped off the couch to get them before they started to wrinkle. I threw them in the basket, switched the ones in the washer to the dryer and started another load.

As I was putting clothes into the washer, i made sure to check the pockets for anything that would mess up the washer. I reached into the pocket of the pants, i felt some what felt like paper. I pulled it out and threw it on the dryer, not thinking anything of it and continued.

After getting the laundry into the washer I started to make dinner knowing Ava would be here soon, and that he would be up soon. As i was making dinner, the paper on the dryer started to cross my mind.

I pulled away from the stove back into the laundry room and grabbed it off the dryer and shoved it into my pocket.

The noodles for spaghetti were done, so i set them aside and headed to the bathroom.

I closed the door and locked it, i pulled the paper out of my pocket as i sat down. I slowly opened, it read 'Had a great night last night. See you tonight again (: Jessica'

I just sat there staring at it, i didn't cry or even think about crying, hell i wasn't even mad. For some reason i knew this was happening, but stupid me let it happen.

I knew I needed to confront him about it, but i couldn't with Ava here. It would have to wait until tomorrow.

I shoved it back into my pocket and walked out of the bathroom like nothing was wrong, after so many years as a young teen pretending like nothing was wrong you become a pro at it.

I walked into the kitchen to start making the plates, i saw him at the stove making his own plate.

"Asia called, Ava is sick, she's not coming tonight" he said as he finished making his plate

"Wasn't expecting you to be up yet. I hope she starts to feel better, its fun having her here" I laughed as i got a plate out of the cabinet and started making my own plate.