Take It Out On Me

PART TWO: CHAPTER 1

As i stated before there won't be very many of these. Maybe 5 tops. So here is the first chapter, I really hope yall enjoy it. Let me know what yall think(:

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I looked in my rear view mirror, I saw Tyler standing there with his hands behind his head screaming for me. I hated seeing him like that, I could see the tears running down his face. Like when a little kid cries because they miss their parents or fell off their bike. I felt a tear roll down my cheek as I took a deep breath and looked away from the mirror.

I got onto the highway, and headed west. I was going 'home' back where I wasn't Sophie Lynn, back where I was someone who got out of that small town everyone always plans on leaving but never does.

I spent the next 3 hours crying and cursing at myself for leaving him, but I couldn't bring myself to bring this burden onto him. I knew he wouldn't leave or hate me, that was the hard part.

I finally made it to my destination; it brought back so many memories. I decided to take a drive around town like the old times. I drove around for a good hour just reminiscing on how things used to be before it all changed.

I pulled my truck into the driveway, and walked inside. It brought back so many memories some good some bad.

As much as I hated the house, I also loved it. I started having flashbacks of before.

Coming home from my dad's funeral, my mom being gone for weeks at a time, her beating on me because I reminded her of him, sitting in the back bedroom with a gun to my temple ready to end it all.

The memories flooded my head, I wanted so bad to just drink away the memories and the pain, but I couldn't....I couldn't do that to my baby.

I sat down on the couch, I just looked at the walls. I started to feel my phone vibrating in my pocket.

I pulled it out, knowing it was probably Tyler. I was James calling me.

S: Yeah?

J: Hey, so I heard about whatever happened between you and Tyler. Your mom said you left.

S: Nothing really happened I just left town for a while.

J: What do you mean nothing really happened? And where did you go?

S: Like we didn't get into a fight or anything. I don't want to say but I do need your help.

J: oooh, uh okay what do you need?

S: I need money, I can't use the ATM or they will track it back to here. And I just want to be left alone for a while.

J: How much do you need?

S: As much as you can send, I guess just send it through a money gram

J: Okay, im on my way to go get it. I get the details in a bit. Stay safe kiddo. I love you!

S: Thank you so much! And I love you too and I will be.

After we hung up I continued to stare at the wall. I got a message from James asking the details on where to send and everything. I replied with all the information.

I got up off the couch, and went into the kitchen. Nothing in the refrigerator or cabinets. Hopefully that money would be here soon. My stomach started to growl. I went back into the living room grabbed my bag and headed to my truck.

I made my way into Abilene, to the Wal-Mart so I could pick up the money gram and get some food and necessities for the house.

I was able to get the money gram with no problem, apparently the limit is $5,000.

It was enough but I was probably going to have it gone in an hour.

I got my food and some clothes, I started laughing at the thought of me; Sophie Lynn buying clothes at a Wal-Mart. I usually only bought them at malls, and it was usually big name brands. I was passing by the baby stuff, I wanted to bad to buy everything.

I texted Tyler "I love you Tyler, i really do. You didn't do anything, so stop thinking you did. There was nothing you could have done to make me stay. I just need some time to deal with things, i hope we can still be together after this is over if not, at least be friends. When I'm ready to come back, you'll be the first one to know. I love you Ty"

He replied "if i didn't do anything then why wont you let me help you with whatever is going on? I love you Sophie, I will always be waiting for you, no matter what."

"Because I know you'll want to help and I can't let you"

"why can't you let me, I want too" He responded, I just ignored his question and put my phone away.

I picked out a few cute outfits for a boy and a girl. I hoped I would only need one and not both.

I went and grabbed a few more things before I headed back home