Biker Boys

seven.

Got me spinning like a ballerina

You're the bad boy that I've always dreamed of

You're the king and baby I'm the queen of disaster.

~

I woke up with a smile on my face. I don't know the reason why but I felt happy. It was Jasons party tonight and I was actually excited. Its been so long since ive been to a party like that. Usually me and him just have mini parties of just us. I jumped up and ran into the bathroom. I looked almost unrecognizable in the mirror. My brown hair was knotted and crazy, my eyes were red and I suddenly had about a dozen pimples. I sighed and sat on the toilet while going on my phone. I haven't been on twitter or Instagram in weeks, it was like a mini social media cleanse I suppose. I jumped in the shower a couple minutes later and cleaned myself of the nastiness that must have added on over the days.

I couldn't help but think of Jax for some reason. I wanted to go further with him, like giving him my virginity but I knew it was way too early to be doing that. I want to wait till im at least 18 years old, in like a month. I smiled at the thought, at the image of me giving everything to him, sharing everything with him.

I liked how mine and Jax's birthday was so close because the guys never celebrated birthdays unless it was mine or one of the guys kids. So being close together, Gemma threw a little bbq for mine and Jax's birthday and then it just was an official thing from then on.

I stepped out of the shower and wrapped my fuzzy black towel around my wet body then walked into my room. After looking through all the different bags I brought with my clothes I picked my white long sleeve shirt and black leggings, with my black converse to match. I then filled my brown leather messenger bag with my phone, charger, and headphones along with some other things like my knife, weed and lighter then walked out of my room.

Happy's door was open and he was still sleeping. I noticed the gun on the floor by the couch, so I quickly grabbed it without making a sound and shut the door. I smiled and put the gun in the bag, then left the house, feeling the fun of carrying it once again.

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I arrived at Jax's house half an hour later, where I was now looking in the mail box where he had the spare key. I opened the front door and locked it again before making my way to his bedroom. I saw a very small foot hanging off the bed and I could feel my body get hot with anger. "What the fuck." I whispered. I looked around the room to see Jax wasn't in it. feeling pain strike my heart I left the room and basically ran down the hallway, but something made me stop in my place, a snore...

I scrunched my eyebrows before looking over the half wall to where I was looking at a sleeping Jax. I felt so dumb, Jax wasn't sleeping with another girl, or else he'd be in the same bed with her. I pushed everything that happened away because I didn't want Jax to think I was acting childish, I needed to act like I was a mature adult...

I walked over and knelled down before placing small kiss on his lips, causing him to stirred and wake up, "Morning babe." i said

A goofy smile appeared on his face "Hey baby," he yawned before sitting up "How early is it?" he asked. I sat on the couch and laid my legs over his.

"its around 10:40 -ish"

Ignoring my answer his eyes wandered my body and I watched as he bit his lip and groaned. "You look so sexy babe," his hand traveled up my legs and he flipped us together so he was now on top of me.