Is this really happening?Am I falling in love, or am I stars struck again?
If I'm stars struck will I get hurt like I did the first time ?
This doesn't feel like reality?
anymore I don't know if it's real?It's long distance what if he cheats on me?
What do I do? I don't wanna get hurt.
These questions whirl through my mind day, after day hour, after hour.
Then I see him and it's like it all goes away like I've stepped into a new demention were it's just me and him alone, But I must be dreaming then the questions come back whirling around me creating a tornado of thoughts positive negative I don't know what to do anymore.then I wake up and it's back to reality and I take life one day at a time.