Hope

Chapter 8

After Austin left I came out of the bathroom and went to Liam. I was so upset that we couldn't do anything but I didn't want Jocelyn to find out so I gave him a quick kiss and made my way to the kitchen so I could find Austin . When he saw me he smile from ear to ear. "Hey!"

"Hey Livy" (By the way that was everyone's nickname for me) "So I noticed that you seemed very upset when you came in earlier so I have a surprise for you. Close your eyes!" I shut them slightly, "Tighter! There's no peeking!" I shut my eyes tighter and I heard some noise as he looked through the kitchen. After a couple of minutes he finally told me I could open my eyes again and when I did there was the biggest and most beautiful jewelry box I'd ever seen. On the outside it was mahogany colored wood with that tint of red that I love and it had very elaborate and precise decorations on them. "It's beautiful!" I jumped and gave Austin a hug.

"Now open it!" I opened it and right away it started playing classical music. I love classical music! And in the inside there was a little dancing ballerina. This gift brought tears to my eyes. Before Daddy got killed he bought me a music box with a ballerina and I used to play it whenever I couldn't sleep. Austin opened a little door inside and there was a bunch of jewelry. The very sensitive person inside me started bawling her eyes out.

"What's wrong?" Austin came and hugged me. "I'm sorry! What did I do wrong?"

"N... Nothing! It's just so beautiful!" Austin put his hand on my chin an forced me to look at him and he looked like he was about to kiss me but before he did Liam came in.

"What are you doing to her?!" He yelled.

"Nothing. I was just showing her something."

"Get back to work! I don't want to see you talking to her ever again unless its to ask her what she wants!"

"Liam. Please! He didn't do anything. I'm .. I'm sorry!"

"Don't say sorry, you didn't do anything. It was Austin's fault." He said in a gentle voice. Then he changed, "Get back to work! If I see this happen again you're fired!" I could see the fury building up in his eyes.

"Please Liam! Stop!" He looked at me, grabbed my hand and practically dragged me up to his room.

"You like him don't you! You want to play with my feelings while you're with Austin don't you! Well not in my house!"

"Liam! You've got it all wrong! He just got me something because he knew I was upset! It wasn't anything more than that!"

"Liar! I see the way he looks at you! He wants you! Even if you don't want him! But you're mine!" Liam roughly pressed his lips against mine. I tried to push him back but he wouldn't let go. He threw me on the bed and locked the door. Then he blasted his music so nobody could hear me. I was crying, but he didn't care.Liam kissed me, but not with the same loving passion we had earlier and this time I didn't want to do anything. When I didn't kiss him back he got even angrier and ripped off my shirt! He took my bra off and started kissing me as u cried.

"Shhhh! Don't cry! Ill make you feel good!" This made me cry even more. Liam kissed my neck. Again I tried pushing him off but he was a good 50lbs heavier than me. Since that didn't work I tried sitting up and all he did was push me back down. I covered my bare breasts with my hand and he just moved it. And held me down. Then he took my pants off. He practically ripped my panties off. I pushed my legs together with all my strength but I had no chance again him. I was a mere hundred pounds. He was a hundred and forty five. He got my legs open as he took his clothes off. We were now completely naked. He opened my legs and gave me a quick lick. I shivered. He was a cruel person. I kept trying to push him off me as he tried to get in me. I screamed and scratched, but nothing worked. Then he quickly put himself in me. I felt a burning sensation overcome me as he pushed deeper and deeper in. He knew it was my first time, but he didn't take it slow. He kept it fast and hard without stopping until he was satisfied. Not being able to do anything to stop him I let him have his way with me. I cried the whole time . When he finished he threw my clothes at me and had me put them on. I was so sore. My body hurt everywhere and there were already bruises forming wherever he grabbed me. "Oh stop your crying! You know that felt good! You better wipe those tears off and get to bed!" I didn't have a problem with finally leaving. I ran to my room and quickly hopped in the shower. I felt so dirty having him touch me like that. I bled alot too. After my shower I gave up on trying to do anything else and I lay down in bed. Then I cried myself to sleep.

*sorry to end on such a sad note but I hope you guys like it so far! Please write any questions/comments you might have on my wall*