You deserved better [Hidekane]

You deserved better

Hide,

You were always there for me. Even if I hurt you, you would still smile at me.

I know I didn't deserve a friend like you. I was a ghoul after all. I tried to kill you.

But you didn't care. You supported me, and you always cared for me, even when no one else did.

I enjoyed every second I spent with you. All I needed was your smile. It always brightened my day.

You were always watching me. Every time I was angry or sad, you noticed it. Because you cared about me.

There were the only one I could trust. You were my home, the place where I belonged.

I never intended to become like this. That day... I wish that date would've been with you instead.

Just imagine how different things would be now. We could live a happy and normal life. Together.

I would never hurt you again. You would be safe, because I would protect you.

But that's never going to happen.

I just want you to know, that I always loved you, Hide. You were the only thing that kept me alive.

Because of you, I had the strength and the will to fight.

But nothing lasts forever.

I wonder what I am going to do now, Hide. You're no longer here. I can never see your smile again.

I wish I could've given you what you deserved. You deserved so much better, Hide. Why did you chose me? Someone like you could be friends with anyone. Why did you chose a tragedy?