Criminal Minds Imagines <3

Blonde Hair & Blue Eyes (JJ)

⚠️body image issues⚠️eating problems
⚠️language

*your POV*

She's so beautiful. How did I get so lucky? Jennifer Jareau is my girlfriend. She has perfect blonde hair and crystal blue eyes. Her Face is always clear. She never looks bloated. She looks good in mom jeans. She's so agile and athletic. I almost failed my field test cause my stupid asthma flared up but she passed it with flying colors. I want to be more like her. 

"Hey Y/N/N, Em and I are going for lunch now, you coming?" "No, I'm good." "You sure?" "Yeah, so much work to do.." "Mkay, call if you want me to grab you anything" "Yeah.. be safe, I love you" "I will be, I love you too"

I've been fasting a bit. I want to lose some weight and haven't been in much of a mood to eat in the first place. If I force myself to eat I can't keep things down. My stomach quietly rumbled as JJ and Emily returned, "Hey babe, how's it going?" "Still lots to go.. how was lunch?" "It was so good! I ate so much- I swear I'm bloated!" She laughed. What she considers bloated is what I look like on my best day. "Never! You're perfect hun" mores hours have gone by and I'm getting a headache. I got some fruit from Garcia.

"Hey babe, we still on for tonight?" I'm supposed to be going to JJ's apartment this evening for a marathon of our favorite show and for me to spend the night... "Uhh.." I checked my watch, "Yeah.. you can go ahead.. I'm just gonna wrap this up if that's okay" "Of course, I need to clean up some anyway" "Okie dokie, see you soon" we said our 'I love yous'

I finished my work 15 minutes later and left the office. The headache returned as I walked up the stairs to get to JJ's apartment. I unlocked the door with the key she gave me a few weeks ago, "JJ?" I called out, "In here! One sec!" She responded from her bedroom, "Hey Y/N/N, get comfy, takeout's gonna be here soon!" "Okay"

My stomach was already beginning to hurt on top of my growing headache. The smell of the takeout arriving did not help. I stood up to put our bowls on the coffee table while JJ got us drinks. Before I got to the bowls, I stumbled from double vision. "Y/N?" Things went blank.

*JJ's POV*

"Y/N?" I gasped loudly, "Y/N" sprinted and caught her head just before it would've hit the ground. Y/N is passed out on my kitchen floor. "Shit, shit, shit" I gently place her head on the floor and grab cloth. I wet it with cool water and drape it over Y/N's forhead. She wakes up, "Baby?" "Hmm?" "Do you know where you are? Do you know who I am?" "I'm at your apartment, JJ.. what happened?" "You passed out babe.. do you know why?" "I- I Uh- I had a headache and got lightheaded.." "Why?" "Uh- just overworked I guess.. 👀" "Honey, talk to me..please..?" "I haven't been eating as much.. I want to lose weight.." "Why would you want to do that?" "I want to look more like you." "For what?" "You're gorgeous. Blonde hair and blue eyes, perfect shape. Your bloat is my best day. I weigh more than you but I'm shorter than you. You're athletic and smart and perfect. I just wanted one of those things for myself..." "Y/N, look at me. You are stunning the way you are. You are healthy and intelligent. I love your body and your curves. Your ___ hair and ___ eyes suit you and make you who you are. Never doubt yourself baby. You're beautiful all the time."

Sorry if this is bad

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