Got7 Imagines (Completed)

25. I Couldn't Save You- Jr. (Requested)

(Jr. POV)

The memories...

They won't go away...

It hurts....

Why?

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FLASHBACK

"How could you!" (y/n) yelled at me.

"Please forgive me! I wasn't thinking!" I begged her.

She kept on shaking her head while tears streamed down her face.

"I can't. I trusted you for 3 years! And you finally decide to break it by cheating!" She yells at me.

She turns around and starts walking into the street.

I turned around, falling onto my knees, crying.

I heard the screech of tires.

My eyes widen and I slowly turn around and see (y/n) laying broken and bloody on the street, while the car that hit her, drives away.

I run as fast as I can to her and fall to my knees beside her.

"(y/n)?" I shake her.

"(y/n)? (y/n)?! (Y/N)?!!" I continue to shake her lifeless body.

"Please don't leave me." I call the ambulance and hold her hand while they come.

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I am in the waiting room.

(Y/n) Is in surgery right now...

The door opens and the doctor starts to walk towards me.

"How is she doc?" I ask, tears and the verge of falling

"She's in critical condition, and there is a very small percent of her surviving." He explains.

"No! Please! Please...save... her..." I burst into tears.

"All we can do is have faith." He says and gives my back a quick pat before turning around and walking away.

"Mr.Park, you may now visit Ms.(y/l/n)" A nurse says. I quietly follow her to (y/n)'s room.

She opens the door for me, and the what I see instantly breaks my heart.

(y/n) was laying unconscious on the bed and she was all bandaged up.

I quickly went to her side and put held her hand.

"Be strong (y/n)." I whispered and kissed her forehead gently.

*beeeeeeeeeeeep*

"No no no no!" (A/n Apink-No No No...wrong timing?...sorry)

"(y/n) stay with me! You will not leave me!" I yell, but nothing happens and the nurses and doctor rushes in. Some of them had to pull me away from (y/n).

"No! Let me see her!" I yell but they still pull me. I unwillingly give in and start crying.

END OF FLASHBACK

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It's been a week since (y/n)'s death and her funeral is tomorrow.

It's all my fault.

So many "What if"'s ran through my head.

"What if I didn't cheat on her?"

"What If I could've saved her?"

"What if she was with me right now?"

"What if..."

They wouldn't stop, just like my tears. I cried every night, and my member tried to help me, but that didn't work.

I just miss her so much.

END OF POV

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Today's (y/n)'s funeral.

All of Got7 will be going today, along with (y/n)'s friends and family.

During the funeral, (y/n)'s roommate went up.

"Hello *sniff* everyone. As some of you may know, I'm (y/n)'s roommate and best friend, ____. I was going through her room and I found this video and some letters." She walks to the side lines and the video starts playing.

"Hi~." She gives one of her beautiful smiles and I couldn't help but smile as well.

"Well...I wonder if this will be playing when I'm dead. Anyway, I made this video before hand, so I can let everyone I love know what's been going on." Her smiles disappears.

"Well...not many of you know this, but I suffer from depression." The crowd gasps. She laughs as if she knew.

"I'm not an open person, so that's why I chose not to tell many people. The only people who know is my roommate and my parents."

Why didn't she tell me?

"I just..." She pauses. I could see a few tears fall down onto her cheek.

"I just, don't feel like I belong in this world anymore." She bites her lip, to hold back the tears.

"So, I made this video, so I can let everyone I love, her me say goodbye, before...I kill myself." I could hear the sobs of people from the crowd and I looked at ____ and she was crying too.

(y/n) was crying, but she let out a small laugh.

"Well...I have these letters. Each were personally written by me. I have one for my mom, dad, ____, and....Jr." She smiles after she says my name.

"Well...I guess I should say bye now. I love you all especially you Jagi!" She points at the camera and smiles.

I could feel the tears stream down.

Then ____bursts through the room. "(Y/N)!!!" ____ yells (in the video) "Why are you crying? And what are you filming?" ____asks

"It's nothing ____" (y/n) says and turns off the camera.

The lights turns back on and ____goes back to the front to talk. "I have the letters here." She walks to Eomeoni and Abeoji, then me. I whisper a 'thanks' and she walks away.

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I'm in my room. The funeral was over.

I pull out (y/n)'s letter and got ready to read it

Dear Jinyoung...My Jagi,

I will miss you when I'm gone. But, I want you to find someone else. I want you to love them even more then you loved me, okay? Okay. Well, I just wanted to let you know that I love you, even though you don't love me back. I saw you the other day, with another girl. You both looked happy and I only thought you were friends. But it broke my heart. It broke my heart to see you kiss another girl. We could of just broken up. It would've hurt less. But, now that I'm gone, I want you to go back to her and be as happy as you were when I saw you kissing her. Even though it hurt like heck, all I care is that your happy, because your my life, even if I am not yours. So, Jagi. Please forget me and be happy with that girl. I will always love you!

Love,

(y/n)

I burst into tears. She really did love me, but I was selfish and didn't return it. It's all my fault.

(y/n). I'm so sorry that I couldn't save you.

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