I Couldn't have told you r5 fanfic

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Ross p.o.v

It's been two weeks since i've given myself to ratliff. Things have taken it's toll for the worse. I get really tired at times, sometime i feel nauseous like i nees to throw up and i get headaches every now and then. Right now i just feel like i want to go to sleep, but i have band.practice since we're going on tour in what? About a few weeks.

I know Riker is angry he doesn't like when we're late to band practice. Can you blame me? I walked into the practice with all the color drained from my face.....maybe there is something wrong with me.

Author p.o.v

Riker was mad fuming if you say the least. She was wondering where his little brother was when he should be here practicing. He started to speak up when he was cut off by a sick looking ross came through the door. Now he was the concerned older brother because he puts siblings before singing...why he is sick.

"Ross are you okay?"

He asked his little brother for reassurance all ross did was smile nod his head and gave two thumbs up.

Riker was still concerned for his little brother still not believing his small gesture. Riker still looke at him because out of everyone he had a close bonde with ross no one can explain.... we maybe their siblings and ratliff can, but no one else.

"Seriously i'm fine rike see" ross did played some notes on his guitar. His fingers moved slowly but good enough for riker to get off his back, and that's all he wanted. Riker nodded and told them that they were going to
the new songs they wrote for the album. They were in a middle of a song when all of sudden ross gets a sudden urge to throw up.

He stopped what he was doing running over to the bathroom throwing up everything he had ate this morning. Riker way beyond annoyed confused and curious as to why his little brother had to stop what they were doing.

"Ratliff go see what's wrong"

He said and ratliff went to go find where his bestfriend/ "boyfriend" went. He found ross face down in the toilet. His face admittedly crumpled up in disgust. He was throwing up.

"I'll go get the mouth wash." Ellington said quickly in a hurry to get out of the bathroom. He didn't want to be in there even though he knew it was wrong leaving his mate behind to fend for himself. He just was feeling that unattractive feeling he had towards ross.

Time skip

Band practice was cancelled since ross got sick. All of them was worried for ross, but ross wasn't feeling that ill feeling in his stomach. NO! He felt something else something that made his heart flutter but he clouldn't explain it. He suddenly had a craving for eating a funnel cake with melted cheese. He hurriedly to the pastry to buy the cake. He didn't have to buy melted cheese he could make some ar home.

When he got to the house he ran into the kitchen where the rest of the family was. They all gave confused glances to ross. He didn't care though all he wanted was to feel the hot melted cheese and funnel cake in his mouth. When he dipped the cake in the cheese he gor weird looks from them as in why in the world would you do something like that. He then put it in his mouth surprisingly it tasted really really good. His family and ratliff made a disgusted face. Ross knew something was wrong with him now, but at this point he didn't care all he cared about was eating. The family wouldn't stop with the looks they were giving him when he finally spoke up.

"Can you not look at me like that." He was annoyed very. He wanted to leave now, but upstairs was to far to carry a this cheese and funnel cakes.

"We can't if you eating something very might i add disgusting."ellington said looking distant with a cold hard glare.

What was up with him. Ross though at he looked at his boyfriend. I mean h never judged them when they did.something disgusting.

"It's not my fault that i had a craving for funnel cake and cheese." He said a bit more quietly shrugging them off finishing his second funnel cake. He heard ine of the siblings say that's disgusting you're disgusting. That hirt he way more than it should have. He don't know why the sudden mood change, but it happened to quickly for question it.

"If it bothers you guys so much just leave." He said in a quiet tone. To be honest he didn't want them to leave, but he didn't want them to judge him either what else could he do?

Everyone but ellington got up to leave. Ross still was eating while ratliff stared at him. To be honest he's kind of sad that his family felt disgusted at him. Everyone has it's weird traits he just so happen to have cheese and funnel cake. Ratliff finally got up but not before muttering you are disgusting.

His lips were trembling as if saying he was going to cry he could feel the tears sweel up in his eyes. He threw the rest of the food away. He didn't have the appetite to finish any of the foods. He didn't want to get up either maybe because he was to embarrassed to get up. He stayed there all night he evern feel asleep in the uncomfortable chair and counter.

Tomorrow i'm going to the doctors office. Rods thought as he drifted off to an uncomfortable sleep.