I Couldn't have told you r5 fanfic

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So i'm updating today....okay read Jordanjeankins story she wanted me to give her a shout out!!!!!

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Ross p.o.v

It was a huge mistake when i told the girls that i really wanted to date again. I've been on so many dates ser up by Laura and Courtney. They even made me speed date. Most if them were girls. Crazy girls. I don't even like girls i'm gay for crying out loud. No bisexual.

They tried to set me up on a dating website. I'm not that desperate. I'm not trying to offend anybody who uses dating website, but ummm..... i can find someone who would like me for me without putting my personal business online. Beside i've been missing for like three years. What would people think if they find out that i ross lynch. Was still alive and wants to keep a low key.

And i've been thinking well my daughters have been bugging me for a few days. They really loved my singing with the band. They really want me to do that again. Theb hate will come back. It will target them because i had them at a young age. They could read perfectly. I don't think they'll like reading bad comments.

Even Courtney and Laura wants us to rejoin the band. I myself don't understand. They hate them. Well except Ryland. Who still lives with us. They claim they were huge fans of r5 before they got to know me. They said they wouldn't have a problem with me going all over the place only if i take them. Of course they're like my besties. But that's only uf i actually ya know agree to come back.

Right now i'm just putting the girl asleep. Even though they live together they are having a. 'Sleep over' i don't understand girls. They told me that i have to sing them a good night song even if they actually weren't going to go to sleep. Get my drift.

"Dada please i just need to here your beautiful voice. Please." Rilan always had a way with words. Not this time.

"No i'm tired."

"Iiar you go to bed around twelve. It's ten." Rosey pointed out. I sighed. I don't know why, but now-a-days i hate singing infront of people. I only like to be in my room. With my guitar playing and singing silently to myself. That's nothing like me.

"Please. Dad." Dad that's a first. It's never dad. What's next they're goin to call me Ross. Ew. Dada is way better.

"I'm sorry you guys maybe another night."
I chocked out. They gave me a sad smile.

"Daddy when will it be another night?" I was silent then i walked out of their room with a unanswered question. Laura and Courtney was looking at me with sad eyes.

"Let's go talk ross." Courtney said. We walked into. My huge bed room. Literally my favorite room in the house. ( Ross's bedroom up top)

"What's bothering you ross." Laura started.

"Nothing us bothering me. I'm fine." He said trying ti believe it himself. Am i fine. Well of course have you not looked at me. I'm A1. But am i the good fine. The feelings. Am i crazy. Do i need to be locked up in a mental hospital or somethig. I don't know.

"Ross you can't lie to us. We know you. Tell us." Ross was angry people weren't believing him when he say he's fine. Literally. I don't need any assistance.

"Maybe if people wouldn't stop stressing me on shitty my life is right now and leave me alone you'd see i'm fine." I had brushed passed them. Bumping into them on purpose. It actually did hurt my shoulders. But i wasn't going to admit that.

I walked at the house not knowing where i was going. He moved where ever his feet took him. He stopped infront of a gym. It was open so he walked in. He paid up front so he wouldn't forget after he left. He went to the punching bag. It was time to unleash all his anger.

"This is for meeting ellington." He said punching the bag hard. it served it's purpose. He threw Punch for every single mistake he thought was made in the past.

"This is for falling for ellington." He ok punched it Again. Some one came out of no where holding the punching bag. The person noticed how hard Ross was punching. And how fast the punching bag was moving.

This is for trusting him

He punched it.

This is for letting him know my deepest secrets.

He punched it again twice

This is for getting pregnant even though it was my best mistake.

He punched again.

This is for being scared

He didn't want to be scared, but he is and he's not sure why. He was just scared in general.

"Woah i know that people take their anger out on these things but you just murdered it love." Wait he knew that British voice. He did a concert with them.

"Bradley!?" He said in shock. Why was he in the U.S.A. i'm not complaining ge was a good friend.he just didn't know the vamps were doing a concert or something.

"Ross. Dude you went missing and now you're here wait why are you here. Does your family know you're in Ventura." He said taking out his phone dialing riker's number.

"Yes they do know i'm here. Don't call riker." Bradley had gave him a look. Him and Ross was much older now. He could tell when something was all. He smelled off all over Ross.

"Why are you here?" Ross just had to Change the subject off of him. No more bout ross.

"I don't know to get away maybe. We've been doing concerts all week day and night. I haven't been getting enough sleep lately i needed to get away." It's his mission to help out an old friend.

"You could get some rest at my house. I have a lot of rooms." Bradley was hesistant at first then he nodded. He and ross walked out to his car. He threw ross the keys.

"You need clothes?" Bradley shook his head. He didn't need any. He had clothes in his back seat.

"Thanks ross." Ross didn't respond he was just thinking how scared he was.

Did he fear himself. If so why. Did he make an own fear that he knew he couldn't get over. He didn't know but he was scared.

Bradley just watched Ross the whole car ride secretly. He was determined what was up with ross. That was a promise.

Do you guys think ross and Bradley would soon date? What do you think ross was scared of. It's actually pretty obvious.

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