I Couldn't have told you r5 fanfic

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Courtney p.o.v

How can you go from arguing to getting into a deadly car crash? And for what though? If I would have known She didn't want me near Vanni then I would have left.
My past with disloyalty gets her thinking.

She gets paranoid a lot. Then she'd think that I wouldn't want her anymore, or that I will cheat on her. Then she'd think that I'm hiding secrets and that I regret Our life together.

Yet then again I don't.

Things could go really good for an hour or two Then BAM! Shit happens and someone gets hurt. I didn't mean for her to get hurt either.

She's my life.

I don't know what I could do without Laura. She's been there for me during the most toughest times. She even stuck by me when I cheated on her.

But she cheated on me so we're even.

That's not the point. Waiting in a hospital room for someone you truly deeply love hurts worse then stabbing yourself with a knife. My heart hurts. It feels like it as broken into two.

Yes that's how it feels.

If Laura parents were here (even though they cut her off out of their life.) They'd blame it on me. They never really liked me anyways. And in vis versa.

She kind of stopped breathing when the ambulance came. When they took in the stretcher They said that she had a faint pulse. Like almost not there. They had to hurry and get the hospital.

Her heart stopped a couple of times on the way there. It scared the shit o it of me. I didn't want to sit there and watch her die what was I suppose to do though?

I'm no qualified surgeon or something.

"Courtney are you okay?" That's a dumb question. First I'm obviously not OK. Second she did this twice and she almost died TWICE. I am not okay. "Ross obviously she's not ok." Maia said I had nodded. I'm ok as it gets.

"While we wait. What were you and Rydel talking about? I need to take my mind off things." I asked. Even though I was with Vanni. I wasn't really listening to her. I was secretly watching Rydel and Ross.
"You sure?" He had asked. I nodded.

"Ok so it kind of wemt like this." He said acting like he see it starring into space.

Flashback Ross p.o.v

Everyone was cheering riker even hugged me. I didn't want a hug, but I gave him one back.

Awkwardly.

Rydel had softly grabbed my hand taking me to another side of the room where people can't hear us. I was shaking my hand trying to get out of her grip. She gave me a look. "What?" I said quietly. Well it was loud enough for her to hear though.

"I'm sorry Ross." She said genuinely.

At that moment I almost forgot what happened.

"I'm sorry for doing the things I've done to you. I'm sorry for not being the 'sister of the year' I'm sorry for hurting you in the worst way possible. I'm just sorry." She said ranting on. "And I know it will take like forever before you would actually forgive me, but I just wanted to tell you that. I really wamt your trust back. I just really want my baby brother back." She said wipping the single tear that was falling down her face.

"I know." I told her after like a minute of silence. "And not everyone but Ryland is fully forgiven, but if you could be the older person and come talk to me one on one I could forgive you Rydel. I mean it was only you and Ryland whose done that. I'm glad to know you still care. Rydel I love you. I love you forever. Just because of thus situation. That doesn't make me love you less; because at the end of the day you're still my sister."

She had hugged me out of nowhere, but I tightly hug her back. It wasn't awkward at all. It felt like....it felt like I was at home.

End of flashback and Ross's p.o.v.

Courtney p.o.v

"Awww brother sister goals." Maia squealed. I had squealed with her. I'm so glad that he's getting better. I'm so glad he isn't forgiving them right away though.

Except Ryland though. He's a sweetheart.

"I think I like brad a little bit." I squealed again. He's finally moving on from ratliff. He's a done deal. I'm so glad we took him to therapy. "I think I want to go see that therapist again. I want to talk about my feelings again." He said closing his eyes smiling a bit. He looked so peaceful. He looks like I can't explain; because he's never looked like that again.

"And while you're talking to Mrs. Therapy Maia and I will be planning on trying to get you and Bradley together." I said and Maia and I both squealed.

You could hear the foot tapping and whistling coming from someone. It wad the doctor.

"Laura eaton?" He said we all stood up.

"How is she? She's fine right?" I said the doctor gave me a look and.I sheepishly smiled.

"Good news is she's alive and well. She will have a broken arm and leg for about two months tops. She will have some minor migrates. So I advise you to give her this pill every six hours."

So before breakfast and after Dinner.

"Ok, can we go see her?" I asked taking the pulled away from the doctor. "Yes, but she's asleep right now."

We nodded Then he left. We made our way to her room. She was laying down with and a breathing mask over her face. She looked peaceful and dead. The doctor had came back in with a red inhaler. He handed it to me. "Uhh what is this for?" I asked. No one in here needed this. We don't have Asthma.

"Laura. She needs it. She had asthma since birth. Our test shows that she haven't been using her's in two months make sure she takes this She needs it." I nodded shocked and he left.

I didn't know she had asthma.

"Ok that just happened." A voice said snapping me out of my thoughts. I nodded.

I looked at Laura. She was moving around then her eyes popped opened. She then groaned touching her head. "Oh my god. I'm glad you're ok." I said hugging her. She looked around the room. She started to smile.

"You're here." She said hugging me back.

"Don't ever do that again. You cared the shit out of us." Ross and Maia said as we gave her a group hug.

"I'm sorry you guys. Next time I'll just be more considerate." I shook my head.
"You can be as stubborn as you want I still love you." I said.

Then I gave her a passionate  kiss.