I Couldn't have told you r5 fanfic

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RYLAND P.O.V

We just stood there quietly as he stormed up the steps, but we couldn't stop him we have no power over what he does. And when did we show we cared I mean I love ross he's the best brother i've ever had, but i guess i haven't showed him enough. I looked at the other boys wgi was oh so quiet as well thinking over what he had said. No one dared say anything yet who had anything to say? I don't and i know that for a fact that they don't either. Rocky was just there shaking his head in disbelief he got up qnd paced.

"This isn't true men can't get pregnant, ratliff was never gay those twins don't even look like ratliff." He looking scared confused and angry. It'a like everyone been sad confused and angry, but shouldn't we believe ross i mean he was the one who ran away for about five years in counting.

"So who are we suppose to believe there's no other part to the story so we are going to believe him." I said glaring a little at rocky who shook his head again glaring back.

"That's it there is no other side to the story so what are we suppose to believe?" Riker looked like he was going to cry as confused as he was, but we're all confused i just want some answers.

"If you don't believe ross then look at the baby books and the videos it have all the answers." Said the bown headed girl as i remember courtney yeah that's her name. She smiled at us then shook her head frowning. "And because of you guys he's crying right now whaf happen to family?" She said walking back upstairs yet she doesn't know our family has been broken for years so how would we fixed that with the new additions in the family.

"I walked to where all the baby stuff was iept then took out the photos and video tapes. I put in the first video tap they were in the hospital.

"Hey guys this is mine Laura and Courtney first baby check up and I'm going first!" He giggled a little and i have to say it's kind of cute but that's not why we are watching this.

"Ok ross just lift up your shirt so we can spread this gel a you get to see the baby." Everything was quiet and you could see the baby ross eyes glistened as he seen the baby. "Congrats ross looks like you're having twin girls." Ross smiled if it's possible grew even bigger he asked to hear the heart beat and i swear i could feel the tears spring from my eyes.
The next video comes up and it was just him in the mirror he was looking at his stomach pocking it then he smiled. "Well guys i'm five months and all.my abs are gone!" He laughed a little bit and that made me smile a little to know that he was happy. He was happy! Ww shouldn't have came to see him; because of us he isn't happy. "I already pick their names one little girl will my rilan it's spelled like R.I.L.A.N so she's named after the young brother ryland but it's spelled differently. Then thier is rosey R.O.S.E.Y those names would be awsome. Would it make me a bad person if i didn't put both the father's real name? It's gonna be ok." Then their was a time skip on the video but it was still that day. When he popped back up it was like he was crying, but then he started crying again. "So I always keep updates on r5 so when i come back i know some stuff but today this made me sad am i a horrible person am i annoying and disgusting or just plain un-lovable because i feel like shit right now i was in a relationship with Ellington for 2 half years, but it seems like him a rydel were just always been a thing because they've been secretly dating behind my back. See i don't get it was to not hurt my feeling because he still could have said no i would have moved on eventually, but no he lead me on thinking that he loved me and.....and i actually feel. I'm so stupid no one can love me i'm just shit." He was crying and Soemthing just made me angry at the world why did this have to happen to him out of every one this happened to the fun loving ross and i hate to see this. Anither video popped up and they were in the hospital. "So everyone is in the hospital for me because i am in what people would call it Labour i don't know how women do this, but this shit hurts so fucking much. Now i feel bad because i should be with my family they would be here with me right now as i go through this and now i want to curse someone out formy wrong doings. What's wrong with me anyway. If anyine from my family is watching this i love you guys and i hope to see again even though i practically told you guys to forget about me which i regret or is it just the hormones talking well imma about to have a baby so dueces."

Everyone was quiet and riker was just flipping in the baby book looking down in a mad expression. I raised an eyebrow at him just to see tears sliding down his face he held up a paper which i read out loud.

Dear family
Have you ever thought about killing youself. Well i have because everything is just not turning into a good year. I almost lost the girls because of my stress guilt depression and sadness i'm glad i didn't though. Then i figured out i have the two most amazing kids in my life and they are my priority and i should focus on them. Hey maybe i could hang later, but not when i have kids that'd be rude on them.
What did we do? What did rydel do? What did Ellington do? How much of an impact did we make on him?