Feel This Way

Camila's POV

I arrived at the party . It was all chaos. People making out , ugh it was all just chaos. I wasn't very social , and I had no where to go. I randomly appeared in a bedroom. It was full of baby pictures , a Queen sized bed , and lots of girly , and edgy , furniture. I took a closer look at the pictures , and all of them were of Lauren. My heart skipped a beat. SHE WAS ADORABLE ! I took a few and ran up to the roof top. I sat down , and looked at them all. My favorite one was Lauren , wearing a small crystal like tiara. I suddenly heard someone running up the stairs calling my name. It was her.
"Oh , hi " I smiled.
She came closer to me. I was blushing hardcore. But , I cant. She placed her hands on my face , and came closer. But she pulled away.
" No , I cant , Ill come off as a whore. "
" Its ok , I trust you Lauren " I snapped .
my hands moved closer to her . She held my hand tight. But she got a call from this guy named Matthew. Crap. I heard they might be a thing. This cant be happening.
" Hey Matt . Oh , nothing much , just having a party . Sure , you can come . "
I began tearing up . I ran off and didn't look back. I ran and ran until I got home. I threw myself on the bed , and cried. Why though ? Because , Lauren did this to me. She made me cry , but , she didn't really do anything to me. Im not sure , but I was crying because of Lauren.
I heard someone walk in to my house , but I ignored it . Could be my mom , but , Im just not in the mood. But then I heard her voice.