Feel This Way

Why

Lauren's POV
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I went to school , hand in hand with Camz. She was happy , and I was too. People gave us dirty looks , but we just said we were best friends. We didn't want to come out so soon.
" Lauren ?" she asked
" Yes hun ?"
" Can we , you know ... come out ?" she asked me. Her cheeks turned red and she squeezed my hand.
" Not yet. Let me deal with Matt and my friends first ok ?" I lied. I wanted to just make out with her in the hallway . But I knew it would be too soon.
" Bye Cam , I have to go to Soccer. I love you " I whispered in her ear whilst hugging her .
" Ok , see you " she said . We both walked our separate ways .
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At Soccer
First , I have to deal with Matt. Oh , there he is. He was standing next to the bleachers , smiling and waving at me.
" Lolo !" he called out.
I ran to him , hugging him tight . He was a best friend , but he wanted a bit more.
" Listen , I need to talk to you. I met someone and , "
" You can tell me anything . But first , that Camila girl , I don't like her . She is a total lesbian . She was all over you and you know that you're mine. "

I froze. I didn't want to come out. " Y-yeah , total weirdo . She even held my hand like thats disgusting. " I lied.
" You're mine Lolo. " He said while stealing a kiss. He made out with me under the bleachers. I didn't like it. Maybe a little , but I didn't want to kiss Matthew. Ever. Only before I met Camz. We made out till soccer was over . And I headed to the locker room , where middle school girls were talking about Camz.
" Yeah , the principal told me that if I see her , to take her to the office. "
" Yeah , I hope she is ok "

No , its my fault. They caught her holding my hand and switching ' I love you'
I tried to find her all over the school , but she wasn't there. I had no other choice but to ask the middle school girls what was going on with Camz.
" Oh , she like ran away or something "
" All I know is that she was seen running out of school , but no one knows where. "
My heart stopped. I was devastated . I pushed the girls out my way and called Camz.
" C-Cams ?! " there was no answer. All I heard was things falling on the floor and small sobbing . I had to wait until school was over to run to her house , see if she was there.
" Camila ! Where the hell are you ?! Please !" I ran all around the house , only to find her in a closet. Sobbing , with her phone next to her . It was showing a picture , of me , with Matthew. Kissing each other.