Feel This Way

Struggles

Warning : if needles and sexual abuse make you uncomfortable , please stop reading this chapter .
Lauren's POV
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I had no words. Why would Camila need help. She wasn't at school , and I didn't do anything wrong . I began to sweat. My hands were shaking . My eyes grew heavy.
' Camz where r u !? '
' I don't know Lo '
Great , she probably ran out again. Suddenly I got a phone call. She was sobbing.
Phone call :
' Lo , help. I don't know where I am a-and ' she sobbed silently
' Camila , you didn't run out again did you ? '
*he walks in * ' You cant call for help here.'
' No , its my phone give it back ! Just please let me go !'
My heart was beating fast. Camz wasn't at school , but she didn't run away either.
' Fine ! One chance to talk to Lauren. Five minutes. ' *walks away*
I didn't know who he was , but he held my girlfriend in captive. I needed to find out.
' Camila , who the hell was that ?'
' I cant say, he'll kill me. ' she sobbed
' Then where are you baby ?!'
' M-Matthew's basement ' she cried
Matthew stole the phone.
' Fucking bitch ! ' he slapped her . ' I told you to not say ! Whatever , times up and its time for you to get up and take your -
*static*
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The phone was cut off. I threw myself to the floor and cried. Camila was being abused by Matthew. I ran out as fast as I could. I didn't know where Matthew lived , but I ran and ran , calling for help. " Camila ! Camila ! Baby please !" I yelled. I threw myself to the floor once again , crying .
At the Police Station---
"She has dark brown hair , an inch taller than me , so far she has a white top and a black skirt with black sneakers , and a big white bow. Please , I need her. "
" Do you have any pictures of the man and Camila ?" The officer asked me. I handed him my phone and showed him a picture of Matthew and Camila. Suddenly the picture of me and Matt , kissing , showed up. The officer mistaked me for Camila.
" I see , abusive boyfriend. We'll find him. " he stood up
" No no no , she is my girlfriend . He is my classmate. " I looked away. "Oh , well, me and my team will find this boy , hopefully he doesn't do anything to her yet. " he said as he walked to another room , and started to inform his other officers of their new mission. I walked out with tears in my eyes , remembering Camila's sweet voice in my head.
' I love you '
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Camila's POV :
I was tied to a chair in a dim room , with needles and different tubes , filled with clear and yellow liquids. To my right were razor blades and small knives. My heart was beating so fast . My right arm was bolted down to the arm of the chair. I was fighting for my life , trying to break the strong ropes and chains. Screaming till my throat hurt. Crying till I had no tears left. All I had on was a bra and underwear. I was terrified. 
I was scared if I was gonna be raped.

Matthew suddenly walked in . He was shirtless with tight jeans. He had a small napkin in one hand , and a knife in the other. " It wont hurt much Karla. Don't be scared." He took the knife to my hand and slit my wrist. I kicked his feet as hard as I could. "Let me go , I promise Ill do anything " I cried. Matthew looked at me in the eye. " Not until I finish , got it ?!" He said while filling a needle with a clear liquid. I wasn't sure what it was , but I didn't want it in my veins. He stepped on my toe and stabbed me with the needle. " No !" I screamed. My eyes closed tightly and I squeezed the arm of the chair. I was sweating like crazy . My eyes were bloodshot. Matthew put the napkin in my mouth to bite on . " Come on now , a little drug wont hurt you. Only if you get some more. " he smirked. He licked my cheek and went on to grab the yellow tube. He filled the needle with it and stabbed in on my neck. I was panting and gasping for air. I thought I was going to die .
He walked away and left me there on the chair. My head was twitching . I felt warm all over my body. My hands and neck were bleeding. My whole body was bruised up. I wanted to just go to sleep and wake up from this nightmare .
An hour later , Matthew walked in and took me to a bed room , where he tied me to the bed and climbed on top of me.
Leave me alone. I just want to live
" Don't be scared Mila , I thought you were bisexual. " he smirked. He started stroking my face . He went lower and started kissing my neck. I moaned quietly , but I didn't like this.
He began to kiss my stomach. " Im not gonna hurt you today. Ill wait ." He stood up and walked away. Tears streamed down my face. I felt like I was just raped by Matthew.
I cried and cried for hours , hoping someone to hear me . I never was. I was under Matthews shadows and there wasn't a way out.
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Three Weeks Later :
Lauren's POV

Camila still hasn't been found , and I haven't had any luck in finding Matthew. He  came to school today , which is all I needed. I had a plan to get him to take me at his house , it might not work but , Ill do anything to get my sweet baby back.
" Hey Lauren , long time no see. " he said while slowly putting his hands on my waist. I grabbed his ear and took him to the janitors closet. " Matthew , Ive always had this sexual desire for you. " I lied. " Oh really , well me too. " I pulled him in for a kiss. I made out with him . Again. And it was horrible. But the plan was working. We stayed in there for an hour and a half. " Matthew , lets go to your house , and , you know. '' I smirked. " Alright Lo , lets go " he smirked back.

We hopped in his car and drive three miles from school. We stopped at a nice , gray house. It wasn't that fancy , but Camz was in there. " Don't mind the downstairs bathroom. " he told me as we walked in. " Well do you have another bathroom ?" I asked. " Yeah its upstairs , you take a left turn and it should be the first door you see. Im gonna go get ready , you go do your thing baby " he ran up the stairs into his bedroom. I took out my phone and called the police. They were on their way. I ran to the downstairs bathroom , the door was locked.

2:30 , the police arrived :
" Alright Matthew , your arrested for sexually abusing , and keeping in captive , Camila Cabello. " they said as they took him to the police car. They kept trying to break down the bathroom door , but it didn't work. " Please , she has to be in there " I sobbed.
She cant be dead.
They finally broke it down , Camila was laying there , unconscious , and only wearing a bra and her underwear. Her body was covered in blood , bruises , cuts , needles , and sweat. " Karla !" I screamed. I threw myself to the floor next to her. I picked her up and tried to wake her up. " Camz , its me , please wake up " I sobbed. I laid my head on her shoulder and cried. She wouldn't wake up. " Would you like us to take her to the hospital Ms.Jauregui ? " . I stood up with Camila in my arms , and I lied to the officers. " Its ok , I got it. You guys have a great day , and thank you so much for helping " . I walked out and ran to my house , with Camila in my arms.

I threw her on my bed and tried to wake her up. I bathed her , dressed her , and got her comfortable , until she could wake up. I let her stay on my bed , and I slept next to her. She didn't wake up yet , but I wont leave her side until she wakes up.
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