Feel This Way

My One and Only

Camila's POV

Finally , the nightmare was over. I knew Lauren would always be by my side , protecting me and loving me. If it weren't for her I would be dead by now , maybe still in Matthew's house or in the pool , drowning.

Thats how I know she loves me.

We were both cuddling on the couch at her house . My temperature was getting back to its normal state. Thank God , those sweat pants were really bearing me down.

" We should go out . " Lauren said softly. She placed her hand on mine. Her hands were soft and warm. " Go where ?" I asked. " I don't know , maybe a club or maybe something simple like dinner. " Lauren giggled. I knew she wanted the club. But I really wanted dinner. I started stroking her hand. " How about , we go to dinner and then the club babe ?" I winked . " That sounds awesome , make sure you stay with me " she laughed. But she was right.

A club can be dangerous , Ill try not to get too drunk. Or maybe not drunk at all.
"Alright , Ill try , but you need to stay with me as well " I tickled Lauren. " No ! Stop it tickles ! No ! " she burst out laughing. She tickled me back , and we were both just laughing to ourselves on the couch. We tickled each other so much , we fell off the couch.

I fell right on top of Lauren. My lips were so close to kissing hers. Thats when I look at her eyes , and back at her lips. I gently place my lips on hers. I pull back. " I love you . And I really mean it. Its not a game , a joke , and its not a lie. " I smile . She smiles back and hugs me. " I love you too Camila. I'm not saying it because you said it to me and Im supposed to say it back , Im saying it because its true . You light up my world and I will do anything possible to spend the rest of my life with you. " she said

My eyes teared up. I wanted nothing more than to stay with her forever. Its not something I'll regret , its something I've wanted since the day she kissed me. I used to be a suicidal girl who thought she would never find true love . Till I found Lauren , she made me feel worth it and now I have a reason to live. I don't know how I will live without her.

We raced up to the bed. Kissing each other . Holding hands. And switching " I love you " . Her lips were soft and addicting. I couldn't pull away. Our tongues were fighting , but hers won and took its place . I let her win. I was such a tease. We went down to bed. I was in her arms . Cuddling with her all night.

In Camila's dream

" Mommy ! How did you and mommy meet ? " said a little girl in a bright pink dress. She plopped down next to Camila on the couch.
" Mommy and I ? It was at school honey . " I smiled. " Do you love her ?"
" Of course I do sweetie" I answered. The green eyed , brown haired girl hugged Camila.
" Mommy , was mommy mean to you at one point ?"
Thats when Camila paused. " N-no honey. I don't think so. A tear streamed down my cheek.
" Are you okay mommy ?" She whispered. " Yeah sweetheart , I'm fine. You go play now. "

Camila wakes up

I wake up. My eyes full of tears. Lauren was getting tissues. " Camz are you okay ? I saw you sobbing " she said placing me in her arms. " I just had a dream , thats all. " I sobbed. I explained to her what happened. " Camz , I " she paused. I placed my lips on hers. " Love you " she answered. " Me too Lauren " I blushed. " I won't be mean to you beautiful . It's impossible for someone to look at your face and think about something negative. You are so sweet and positive. " Lauren winked. I hugged her tight. " Its 4:30 am Lauren. You should get some rest. " I smiled. " You too Camz , if you ever have another bad dream , wake me up " she kissed my forehead. I squirmed back into her arms and closed my eyes.