Feel This Way

Why ( Camila's POV )

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" You hurt me again. " I whispered. My eyes were bloodshot . I was gasping for air . I was covered in blood.
" What the hell happened to you ?!" Lauren shouted. She threw me on the bed and softly slapped my face. I couldn't hear her correctly , and my vision was blurring.
" Camila ! Are you listening to me ?!" she yelled .
" Im fine... "
" No you're not ! Why are you covered in blood ?! " She looked at my wounds closely , it was glass.
While hiding myself in the closet , glass items that were on the top shelf fell on me. I didn't care about my wounds , I was busy crying over Lauren. Again. She took me to the bathroom and helped me wash the blood off , she even treated my wounds. But through out the whole process. , I was silent.
" Camila , listen to me. I don't like Matthew , I love you. Even if I supposedly made out with him. He did that to me Camz. Please , I really love you , and I think I'm ready to come out. " She held my hand. " I cant come out without you by my side. " She hugged me. But this time , her heart was beating fast. I knew she meant it.
" I saw you in that closet , and I was afraid , thinking you were dead on the floor . " She teared up.
I closed my eyes , and kissed her cheek. " I-I love you " I whispered softly. She threw me on the bed and kissed my lips. " Don't ever run away again. "
She spent the night with me. I never felt more loved. Without her by my side , I would've been crying over her all night.
" Please don't leave me " she whispered .
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" You're both gay ?" People questioned us. We answered politely and walked away. People were accepting , especially the principal and Lauren's best friends. She was still popular , no matter her sexuality. The only unaccepting person was Matthew.
"You two are fucking crazy. " He yelled .
I guess thats just life. People wont always agree with you , but it doesn't mean that they will stop you. Maybe.
Lauren moved on to her classes , while I went to mine. Its the usual. Class took forever. It was longer than usual. Since I knew the material , I dozed off and kept thinking about Lauren . Its incredible how we even started dating , and school started a week ago. Well , it started for me. I also started to think about how much I hated Matthew. I didn't hate him because he made out with Lauren. If me and Lo weren't dating , then I couldn't care less. But , we are so I am upset at him for that , but I hate him because he hates me , for no reason. The class was dismissed and I walked to my locker. Lauren hugged me from behind. " How was school beautiful ?" She snickered. " Boring , but Im happy that we finally came out. " I kissed her cheek. I turned back to my locker and opened it. A small pink note fell to the floor. " Camz , whats this ?" She picked it up and handed it to me. I read the note aloud to Lauren. " Come to the nurses office tomorrow at 1:30 pm . Lunchtime. " I giggled and put it back in my locker. "If thats a secret admirer then tell them that you belong to me " Lauren whispered in my ear and laughed. " I will babe " I said while hugging her tight and kissing her deeply. Her lips felt soft on mine. "Camz , can I stay with you again ?" She asked. " Of course babe , my house is your house too. " I smiled. "Soon enough , we will buy a house for the two of us. " she kissed my hand.
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At Camila's House
" Camila , I'm worried about that note. You don't even know who it is , and why would they want to meet you at the nurses office ?" Lauren said while looking through my baby pictures. "Ill be fine , I promise. Ill have my phone with me and even if I needed help , Ill call you. " I answered back. "You were so cute , and now you're hot. " Lauren whispered while climbing on top of me. " I said the same thing about you. " I smirked.
"I know you did . But now , I want.." She said " Want wha-" I was cut off. Lauren french kissed me , and I loved it. I wrapped my arms around her waist and french kissed back. I have never been kissed before I met Lauren , and damn she is a good kisser.

" You're all mine , got it ?" She said while stroking my face. " Always" I pulled her in for a kiss. It was late at night. Lauren cuddled next to me , held my hand , and kissed my forehead. " Goodnight angel " she softly closed her eyes. I kissed her cheek . " Goodnight Lo , I love you more than anything. "
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1:30pm : Next Day

I walked to the nurses office. My stomach was in twists and turns , and thoughts raised through my mind. No one was in the room , so I patiently waited for them.I was texting with Lauren.
' Hey babe ! In the nurses office , no ones here yet. '
' Beautiful ! I was worried ! '
Half an hour passed by , and I just wanted to leave . It was almost class time so I couldn't be late.
' Lauren , can you come get me ? No ones still here. I miss you !'
' K , ill be there in five. '
I felt like I was about to go to sleep. I saw a shadow look at me straight in the eye. It was a male shadow. He came closer to me and stroked my face. I was going to push him , but missed , as he carried me away , and ran to an old house.
' Camz , Im almost there. '
' Camz , you aren't in the nurses office. '
' Where r u ? '
' Babe , Im getting worried . '
' Camila ! '
' Lo , h-help me '
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