Forever Hiding

Before Her Eyes

               Hi ya'll so I haven't forgotten about my story work has just been crazy. Im working at least 6 days a week and my days off im just exhausted running around with the little ones but I need to post and write. My passion for this story will not stop for work. I will continue on not only for me but for you, my readers!! So without a moment longer onto the story!

Sam

          I sighed looking over at Alex to see her sleeping form. It's been a day since I had to drug her. I feel bad but it had to be done for her safety and that of the packs. Her cries were making me on edge. I could feel myself wanting to lose control like never before. Grabbing her hand I brought it up to my lips lightly placing a kiss on her soft skin. Closing my eyes I could feel the battle raging in me. Not knowing what to do, where to turn, knowing I need to protect her and my pack. I could feel Ash's displeasure in me growing every minute. Did I need to seek council from surrounding pack, did I even trust them that much? Or should I try to have council with the Moon Goddess herself. I know in the begining days of werewolves they could have council with her but then the greed for power over took us and soon we stopped seeking her council as the greed took over. Thats when the hatered began and the packs forged and territories formed. Sighing and shaking my head as if that could clear the thoughts. How am I suppose to protect her? I am no mate for her if I can't even soothe her and keep her safe. Standing I tore myself away from her as the pain of realization kicked in. I'm no good for her.

                        "Sam stop. Seek her council." Ash's voice broke through my turmorial. Looking out the window the sky was bleak and gray. A forsight of the doom to come. I could feel Ash's pain at my thoughts of Alex.

                         "I will try it your way but if it doesn't work....I don't know what we will do." My thoughts sounded with despair. Looking back at Alex I knew I had to try. She was my everything.  "Blake I need and Dax to gaurd Alex now. Bring The Chronicles." With that i walked back over to Alex bending over placing a gentle kiss to her forehead. Rising I had to go clean up a bit before I tried to seek council.

After my quick shower I stepped out finding my towel on the counter quickly drying off I threw on my clothes. Opening the door I saw Blake and Dax in the room. Both of each side of the bed. Their looks screamed their sympathy at me. Blake looked worn out. Dax was the statue I knew him to be.

            "Men, my brothers thank you for coming to watch over Alex." I started to say.

  

            "Sam we are in this together. When I took my oath as your Beta, I took an oath to stand next to you to protect what is ours, our pack and our Luna not matter the cost brother." Blake said standing looking prouder than ever.

    I couldn't help but smile. "Thank you my brother. Together till the end." I looked over at Dax. The jealousy and longing shone bright in his eyes. "Dax I know you are new to pack law but you are one of the Gaurdians and for that I will forever be thankful that you will protect her with your life." I saw the shock and surprise evident on his face.

                "Thank you...Alpha." His voice was cold and raspy. Almost unsure of his words. I nodded my head at him.