Take Me Away

She's Worth It

Ambi fell asleep crying in my arms and all the while I wished that I could take her pain away.

But that's impossible.

The only thing I can do now is be here for her, protect her, and help her start over. Give her a reason to live. I can't let her leave me, selfish- I know, but she doesn't deserve to die. It's her father who made her this way, and I'm at fault for not realising sooner. What a fucking pathetic excuse for a friend I am. But I'm going to make up for it, I have to.

I love the feeling of her sleeping in my arms, I want to hold her here forever and never let her go. Here in my arms, safe from the world. I wish we could lay like this forever. I don't want to ever let her go.

I gently comb my fingers through her hair, I've always loved her hair. It's soft, almost like silk and it's curly, I love her curls the most.

I look over at the time, 19:27, I should probably head over to the station before it gets late.

I attempt to gently slide from under Ambi but as soon as I move she wraps her arms around me completely, tightening her grip on me. I can't help but smile, she's so cute. Now I'll feel bad if I leave her, I don't want her to wake up and I'm gone. What the heck, fuck it, all that important shit can wait until the morning, my priorities lie here.

I wrap my arms back around her and close my eyes.

And kami does my body hurts.

It hurts like hell.

But it's worth it.

She's worth it.