I Can't Leave You. |J.G|

Flight.

Jack and I were at dinner and it was a quiet and depressing. "Jack are you okay?" I asked. He nodded. "Paislee?" "Yes Jack." "I love you so much and I know you don't want to hear this but, I really want you to stay. I know you got a early acceptance and everything but if you could stay a little longer then please do but Paislee I need you. I know you are going to say you can't but I come to a conclusion. Why don't I move up there too?" He said. This was over whelming I'd love Jack to come up with me, its just Alex moved up to the UK and really wanted to talk to me about something. So that's why I had to go up right now and plus Mahogany wants to spend time with me. I'm not actually supposed to go to school till the fall. "Jack. I.. Ah." "You don't want me too." "Jack that's not what I said." "It didn't sound like you wanted me up there!" "Jack I do. It's just now's not the time." "Why not?!" "Because Alex wants to talk to me about something!" I yelled. Jack and I forgot we were in a restaurant and we just got kicked out. "What does he want to talk to you about? How beautiful you look? How he loves you!?" "I don't know Jack okay!" I yelled. "Bring me to the airport. I'm gonna catch a early flight." "Paislee?" "Just do it Jack!" "Fine." He said. The drive there was so quiet. I don't know what got into me but I just started crying. Jack pulled over. I got out the car and started to walk. "Paislee? Where are you going?" "I need to be alone for a minute. Please let me do this Jack." I asked. He nodded. I sat down and pulled out my old razor. I did little slits across my wrists eight times. The tears came out faster and I began to scream. Jack was running towards me. I fastly put the blade in my pocket and hid my wrist. "Paislee are you okay?" "I said leave me alone." I screamed. "I'm scared to loose you Paislee. Why don't you understand that." He shouted. I walked back to the car and so did Jack. I kept holding my wrist until we got to the airport. The airport was empty except for the other people who are taking the same flight as me. I grabbed all my stuff and put it on the convayer belt. I kissed Jack goodbye and got on my flight to London, United Kingdom.