How to Love (Becstin) #Wattys2015

~21

   I stared at the flash drive in my hands. I wonder what's on it?

   No you dumbass! Don't even think about doing it!

   I groaned. I got up and put the flash drive back. Kendall was currently at the store. I heard the front door open and slam shut. I jumped. I got up and went downstairs. I heard noises in the kitchen. Maybe it's my mom. Dad wasn't home because he had a late shift. I walked into the kitchen and saw nobody.

"What the hell?" I mumbled. I then heard a crash behind me. I shrieked and jumped. I didn't even bother to turn around I ran straight out of the kitchen, but I was grabbed. "No!" I screamed. I was pushed on the counter. I saw Noah. I screamed.

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"Becky!" I jumped up. Tears blurred my vision. Frankie looked at me with a worried expression. "Are you ok?" He asked. I shook my head. He hugged me. I hugged him back. He laid down with me on my bed. "Was it about Noah?" He asked. I nodded.

   Frankie knew about everything that happened with Noah and Randy. He actually witnessed me getting hit. I snuggled into my brother chest. Even though he was younger then me by 2 years he was overprotective like a older brother. I closed my eyes and fell asleep slowly in my brothers arms.

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I heard my phone beep. I groaned. My eyes fluttered open and saw Frankie laying on me. This is the exact opposite of how we fell asleep last night. I looked at my phone and saw that the school emailed me.

Good morning students,
We have emailed you to inform me you that
there's no school today due to the teachers
having meetings today. Don't forget that the
school dance is this Friday at the
Marigold Hall.

(By the way that's a fake hall)

I went on my phone. I saw that Kendall was still sleeping. I sighed. Frankie was till sleeping on me. I sighed. I decided to take a pic of Frankie and me. After I was done I set it has my wallpaper. I felt Frankie shift. He wrapped his arms around. And hugged me tight. I giggled. He groaned.

"Stop your giggling!" He groaned out. I laughed. He stayed on me. "What do you wanna do since we have no school?" I asked. "Park." He mumbled. "And do what?" I asked. "To play ball or we could go swimming in the backyard." He mumbled. "Park." I said. He nodded. "Ok get up." I said. "I don't wanna." He whined. I giggled.

   Instead of bothering him to get up I just laid there on my phone. I went on Facebook and scrolled through my news feed. I saw a picture. It was of Austin and some girl. She was on his lap and her face was in his neck. I rolled my eyes. Asshole.  I looked at he time in my phone. It was 10:30.

"Ok come on Frankie let's get up wake up Kendall." He groaned and got up. "You could wake her up I'm not gonna be there when she turns into a monster." He said while walking out. I giggled.

The reason why we didn't wake up Alex or Stephanie because they were in different schools. I picked up a pillow and threw it at Kendall. She groaned.

"Wake up bitch!" I yelled and threw another one. Then walked into the bathroom.

The reason why i didn't choose swimming was because my period. I didn't like to go swimming during it. I showered and brushed my teeth. When I finished I got dress. I had on black nike sweats and a black tank top. I then put on some nikes. I threw my hair into a messy bun and went downstairs. Frankie was eating cereal while watching tv. I went into the kitchen and got some cereal. I then sat down with Frankie on the couch. Kendall came and sat with us a little while after.

After breakfast, I grabbed my car keys from the kitchen and we left the house.

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   At the park we went straight to the basketball court.

"So how we gonna play this?" Kendall asked. "Yea you're right there's three of us." Frankie said. "Well they're three of us we could play games of 21 and then the loser's out." I said. They nodded. "Ok so Kendall and Frankie first." I said. They nodded. I sat down on the bench. I heard a bunch of noises. I looked to the entrance and saw Austin, Alex, Zach, and Robert walking in. Frankie looked at me and smirked. I flipped him off.

   I got up and got ready to play. "I know you like Austin." Frankie whispered. "No I don't." I quickly denied. He smirked. "Sure." I groaned. "Let's just play."

   After a while of playing we took a break. The guys have yet to notice that we were here. I was sweating like crazy. I tried fanning myself. Kendall and Frankie were playing ball.

"I'm gonna get my water." I said. They nodded. I ran back to the car, which was a mistake because it made me even more sweaty. I fanned myself again. I bent down in the car to get water. I then felt a hand on my ass. "What the fuck!?" I yelled. I quickly back out of the car, which was a big mistake. I backed into somebody's crotch. I turned around and saw Austin. He smirked and bit his lip. I quickly slammed the door shut and tried to move but he pushed me back against the car. He placed his hands in my hips. My breath hitched. I looked up at him. His hazel eyes were dark, and filled with lust. He leaned down and kissed me. I pushed him away and slapped him. He growled. I stormed away. "Bastard." I mumbled.

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   After the park scene Frankie, Kendall,and I left. I told them what happened and Frankie started yelling about how Austin's arrogant, but then he was like he likes you. I swear I think my brother is bipolar.

   Kendall and I went upstairs while Frankie went to his room, probably to talk to his girlfriend. "So do you like Austin?" Kendall asked. I was about to tell her but she cut me off. "Do you dare deny it anymore Becky." She said. I shook my head. "I think I do." I mumbled. She smiled and hugged. I started crying. "Shh." She said.

If you wanna know why I'm crying it's because of Austin. Why can't he not be an arrogant asshole. Why couldn't he be the perfect boy from the movies. Oh wait he can't because those don't exist. I'm sticking with fall for the player bad boy whose in gang. I'm stuck with a fucked up asshole. A person whose afraid of love who probably doesn't even know I what it feels like to love someone other then his mother.

I continued crying into Kendall. She just hugged me and told everything was gonna be ok, even though I knew she was only saying that to get me to calm down.

   But I can't keep calm when two crazy bastards are after me and I'm in love with a boy who's a player and only wants to fuck me and be done with it.