How to Love (Becstin) #Wattys2015

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"You look so sexy." I froze. I turned around and saw Noah standing there. I glared at him. "Get the hell away from me." I growled. He chuckled. "Aw baby I'm not scared of you." He said with a smirk. "Don't call me baby." I snapped lowly. He chuckled. I stomped on his foot and walked away.

I went back to our table and saw Michele talking to my mom. Once Kendall saw me she jumped up.

"I thought you left me." I laughed. "I can't leave without my other half." She laughed. She gasped. "What?" I asked. "Turn around." She said with the biggest smile on her face. My eyes widened. I saw all four boys all decked out in suits with bow ties. They all looked hot especially Austin. He looked at me and did a double take. His eyes literally bulged out of his sockets. "Hey girls." Robert said. "Hey." Kendall and I said. "You guys clean up nice." She added. "We know." Zachary said cockily. We all laughed. Austin was still staring at me. Eyes wondering everywhere. "Kendall do you wanna dance?" Alex asked. She nodded. I smiled and watched the two walk to the dance floor. Zach and Robert disappeared so it was just me and Austin.

   I felt a hand rest on my waist. It was Austin. He pulled me close to his side. I blushed.

"You look gorgeous." He said. I smiled and blushed even harder. "Do you wanna dance?" He asked with a smirk. I laughed and nodded.

   We walked to the dance floor started slow dancing. Austin had his arm around my my waist securely. I felt someone watching us. I turned my head and saw Noah. He was furious. I started to get a little scared.

"Becky what's wrong?" Austin asked. "It's Noah he's here." I felt Austin stiffened but we hadn't stopped dancing. "Don't worry he's not gonna touch you. I'll make sure of it." He said before disappearing.

   What the hell?

   This boy drives me crazy with all his mixed feelings. I sighed. I went to sit down. I looked and saw my mom and dad dancing. Kendall walked up to me.

"Looks like it's us single girls." I gave her a small smile. "Where's Alex?" She sighed. He left. It was abruptly it." She said while sitting down. "Austin left to." She sighed. "Kendall if Austin really likes me why does he act like this?" I asked. She sighed. "I don't know Becky." "Do you think I should just try and forget about what ever I'm feeling?" I asked. "No give it a few more days." She said. I nodded.

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After the whole thing we got ready to leave. I walked outside with Kendall. I turned the corner and started walking to the car. I held the tail of my dress in my hand. I stopped when I spotted something.

Austin was kissing another girl.

That bastard. I looked at Kendall. She was pissed. I just shook my head and got into the car. I put my head against the window. I just wanna forget about tonight. Forget about everything. Forget about Austin. A tear fell from my eye. I quickly wiped it away before anyone could notice. Why am I crying over him? It's not like we go out.

   Maybe because you were letting him.

   Well no more letting in. Only Kendall that's it. Fuck everything and everybody else. Especially Austin.

   Once I got him I rushed upstairs to our room with out a word. Kendall walked in and closed the door.

"Do you wanna talk?" She asked. I shook my head. "I'll be ready when you're ready." I smiled.

   I took off my jewelry. I then got out of my dress. I threw on a big shirt and braided my hair. I went the the bathroom and washed off my makeup. I then crawled on my bed.

"Kendall?" "Yea Becky?" "Why does this happened?" I asked as a tear fell. She came and sat down on my bed next to me. "Becky everything happens for a reason." She said. "So why is this happening?" I said as tears fell. "I don't know." She said sadly. "Why am I even crying Kendall?" "Because you're letting him in."

   Same thing my mind said.

"Well I'm done letting people in. Only you. Fuck everybody else. Fuck Austin." I said as tears fell. She hugged me. We laid down. I was on one side of my bed and she was on the other. We both cut off the lamps and laid back down. "Night Becky." I smiled. "Night Kendall."

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Austin why are you such a jerk? Huh? Any hey guys. It's early in the morning and I'm hungry and cranky. My mom woke me in the worst way possible. She almost got slapped. The reason why she woke me up was because she couldn't find her wallet. Wanna know where it was? In her closet. I swear that women gets dumber as she gets older. 😂😂. Jk but all of that did happen.